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Well I was talking to Sky, but for some apparent reason he suddenly stopped talking...I think stalker went over or something....Well I was updating this thingy earlier BUT Markie called and I closed it by accident! LOL I was all depressO and I went onto my AIM and saw Sky online so I came upstairs to talk to him :) LOSER KID! Man he's coming to S.P.I on Tuesday and I told him to drop by, but he has something he needs to do at noon over there. That blows. So yeah I dunno. Markie and moi aren't going to be talking all next week to see if we can last not talking to each other...like me and Robby. I don't think he'll last...he'll miss me too much...LOL j/k. I'll probably be the one to give in, but probably cause i'll be UBER BORED! HAHA J/K LOSER! I don't know why I got all depressed earlier. I was watching Queer Eye For The Straight Guy and it totally made me cry. This guy was asking his girl to marry him. He was SUPER HOT and SUPER SWEET. That got me thinking. I want someone perfect like him. Then I thought to myself, Am I ever going to find someone perfect for me? I have these random ass standards for my perfect guy and I'm so scared no one will ever meet to my expectations. Should I lower my standards? Have I found that perfect person already and I just don't know? Is it too early to call? I don't know i'm a psycho.
There's so much going on with me right now I don't think me stressing about love should be at the top of my list. I've spent the past couple of days at the hospital with my sister because of Bastian. Man yesterday she broke down and I didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry, but I knew I had to stay strong for her. Then on my way home my mom tells me my great aunt is really really sick. She was sick before and they thought she wouldn't make it through because there was something wrong with her insides, but this time nothings wrong with her...she's just going away...slowly. Wow my uncle last week...then all these other family members sick. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME! I feel so helpless.
I'm lost...helpless...numb and careless...I care for no one...not even myself...WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT THE WORLD WHEN THE WORLD DOENS'T EVEN KNOW I EXSIST!
Copyright © 2005 MaWeeN sHiT
There's so much going on with me right now I don't think me stressing about love should be at the top of my list. I've spent the past couple of days at the hospital with my sister because of Bastian. Man yesterday she broke down and I didn't know what to do. I wanted to cry, but I knew I had to stay strong for her. Then on my way home my mom tells me my great aunt is really really sick. She was sick before and they thought she wouldn't make it through because there was something wrong with her insides, but this time nothings wrong with her...she's just going away...slowly. Wow my uncle last week...then all these other family members sick. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME! I feel so helpless.
I'm lost...helpless...numb and careless...I care for no one...not even myself...WHY SHOULD I CARE ABOUT THE WORLD WHEN THE WORLD DOENS'T EVEN KNOW I EXSIST!
Copyright © 2005 MaWeeN sHiT