Just a little lovin'... early in the mornin'...
I just have to say, I can't remember the last time (if ever) I was this fucking happy! I can't honestly say I've felt quite like this before. I've felt things close to it, or convinced myself I felt more than I really did, but 100% pure, true happy in-love... Never! Not until now. Not until Amber. Now until Forever. It almost feels like the rest of
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My one true love, i love you so very much and love the thought of spending the rest of my life in your loving arms! I have to say that i never knew the meaning of true love until i set my eyes upon your sweet, slender, sexy bodie! I knew from the moment that i laid my eyes on you that you were going to be in my life for a very long time, and i am going to make sure of it. I can still rememeber the smile you gave me everytime i looked up or your way and you were still staring at me from the last time i looked up and saw your presious eyes staring straight back at me. i knew at that moment that there was something there but couldn't really say anything with out it being a to confident kinda thing. i just wanted to pull you away from her and show you how you should really be treated and loved cause jus by the look on her face she wasn't happy! All i want to do is make you happy to spend the rest of my life coming home to u each night, having converstions about meaningless things like what happend when we were out paying bills that day or something we relized on a movie we had watched a million times but always seem to miss that one part cause we were always tied up in each others arms and smiles. to just sit around and be normal with out drama all around us, to do things like a real couple do, fuck that a real "FAMILY" does. i cant wait to see your face the day we find out we are pregnante, to go and just spend a whole lot of money on the new baby. to show our children what it is like to go up in a loving family enviroment. to do dance classes and baseball games, swimming lessons and field trips. these are the kinda things that run through my mind since i been with you, with no one else have i ever thought of things like this. Your the only person who intregs me to write, to express how i feel. When i am writing to you i do not even think about what i am going to say it's not even a thought, it just flows from my heart, down my arms into my hands through my fingertips and to the keyboard or through a pen onto paper, it's amazing i know my writing jumps around alot but thats how you know i am not really putting any thought into it,,, it's all feelings of my heart and soul put into words to try to express the way i feel and still then it's not even enough for u to really understand i true-ly feel about you. i love you very very much cola, and that will never change!! love always your babygirl,,,,
Amber "NICKEL" Hightower
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