Jul 04, 2006 00:39
(types in a british accent) ello chaps im in london
london is quite lovely but im having a bloody horrid time
ever since i left i cant breath ive become scared of everything including myself and everyone around me
ive changed my mind about who i wanna be i dont think i want to live in a big city anymore i want to live alone
that way noone can judge me and i wont get hurt
ive realised since theres nothing to do when ur ona plane for 9 hourse but think, that i am really very stupid and that im not going to be able to run away from my mistakes anymore like ive done everytime before
well the point is that im in england and ill post pictures when i get on the bus tommorrow
i miss you guys already although i dont want to go back because im scared of whats gonna happen next
but as last year... i'll come barring presents
well tata i must be off since its one in the morning here and im in the lobby