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im sorry i cant be there to see your smile. i think of you and i want to cry. im sorry i cant be there were you are and make sure your alright. it hurts to know that i thought i loved you and you loved me too. but i guess i was wrong about you too. i guess i was wrong about everything i did to make you happy. you were my favorite person to be around. if you woulld try to get to know me you would see that im not a bad person to be around. im just a little insecure from all the pain i've endured in the past. i love you please dont forget that i will always love you but i just need some time. its not over please dont cry i'll always be there for you jsut like you were there for me. jamie please dont cry. dont walk away please dont go.
this is what my boyfriend told me beforee he left. he moved away this year. i think aobut james a lot. i think why did he have to go and leave me wishing i could just go curl up somewhere and die. i loved him so much but he seemed so distant the last few months we were together before he left. i feel so bad for not going to see him the last day of school cause i knew after that i would never see him again.
this is what my boyfriend told me beforee he left. he moved away this year. i think aobut james a lot. i think why did he have to go and leave me wishing i could just go curl up somewhere and die. i loved him so much but he seemed so distant the last few months we were together before he left. i feel so bad for not going to see him the last day of school cause i knew after that i would never see him again.