not my day
i'm not gonna update my journal again, this will be the last of it...i guess. how about this, i'm not going to update it alot beacause why? well shit...
i fucking hate this...i mean seriously...i hate alot of shit on me and not fuckin once have you fuckers put youself in my shoes. i don't know i feel like i'm bitching at you guys and taking it all out on you, my friends. but really...i really hate the comments i've been getting, you know...if you really hate what i say in my journal and how i feel then why dont' you fuck off instead of tellin me how i really feels or who i really am.
no only that, i've been having a shitty day today, fuckin chinese new year. i knew something was wrong. on the plus side i got $40, from me father. and no only that i feel like my realationship with forrest is falling apart, i feel like i've gotten boring and he's lost all interest in me and its just tired of my bitching or something...or my fucking moodswings i have like 24/7 or something like that...almost...but seriously. i really don't know anymore, i'm sick and people have been putting me down, even when i'm still at home, no only that but shit...i'm fucking sick and i'm getting worst and worst by the minutes...IS THIS THE WAY YOU FUCKING TREAT ME? WHEN I GET SICK NOW THAT'S THE TIME TO KILL HER!!! well fuck you, mostly my fuckin mother and sisters. for giving me crap when i'm really sick and i have asthma and me having claustrophobia and not only that but by giving me a FUCKIN PANIC ATTACK!!! THAT'S GREAT...LETS ALL GIVE GOOD OLD KATHY A PANIC ATTACK AND LET HER DIE....SLOWLY!!!!!
thanks for making a sick kid feel better when she already have shit at home she has to deal with...
i fuckin hate writing these...
why?
all tell you why, you people will tell me i'm stupid, or at less you sure do seem like you are, tellin me how stupid i am for writing this dumb ass letter and that i'm being depress and such, well you know what...fuck you, i am depress. you would too if you notice how many fucked up things is happenin to you right now, you would too complain about your shitty life that you've been bottling up inside of you. well you know what? i'm open about it...fuck you. i can't hold it in, you want me to break? well good for you, i sure don't...and it sure do i'm talkin alot of shit to those people who's reading this, well to be honesty, yes and no. mostly people in general.
and yes, i'm having a crappy day. i hanged up on forrest beacause i feel like shit. i feel like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore...i feel like there's no use to say anything else so i hang up. why does all my realationships always like this. i always feel like i'm bugging the person....like i'm always being hella annoying. i hate it i hate it i hate it...!!
i fucking hate this...i mean seriously...i hate alot of shit on me and not fuckin once have you fuckers put youself in my shoes. i don't know i feel like i'm bitching at you guys and taking it all out on you, my friends. but really...i really hate the comments i've been getting, you know...if you really hate what i say in my journal and how i feel then why dont' you fuck off instead of tellin me how i really feels or who i really am.
no only that, i've been having a shitty day today, fuckin chinese new year. i knew something was wrong. on the plus side i got $40, from me father. and no only that i feel like my realationship with forrest is falling apart, i feel like i've gotten boring and he's lost all interest in me and its just tired of my bitching or something...or my fucking moodswings i have like 24/7 or something like that...almost...but seriously. i really don't know anymore, i'm sick and people have been putting me down, even when i'm still at home, no only that but shit...i'm fucking sick and i'm getting worst and worst by the minutes...IS THIS THE WAY YOU FUCKING TREAT ME? WHEN I GET SICK NOW THAT'S THE TIME TO KILL HER!!! well fuck you, mostly my fuckin mother and sisters. for giving me crap when i'm really sick and i have asthma and me having claustrophobia and not only that but by giving me a FUCKIN PANIC ATTACK!!! THAT'S GREAT...LETS ALL GIVE GOOD OLD KATHY A PANIC ATTACK AND LET HER DIE....SLOWLY!!!!!
thanks for making a sick kid feel better when she already have shit at home she has to deal with...
i fuckin hate writing these...
why?
all tell you why, you people will tell me i'm stupid, or at less you sure do seem like you are, tellin me how stupid i am for writing this dumb ass letter and that i'm being depress and such, well you know what...fuck you, i am depress. you would too if you notice how many fucked up things is happenin to you right now, you would too complain about your shitty life that you've been bottling up inside of you. well you know what? i'm open about it...fuck you. i can't hold it in, you want me to break? well good for you, i sure don't...and it sure do i'm talkin alot of shit to those people who's reading this, well to be honesty, yes and no. mostly people in general.
and yes, i'm having a crappy day. i hanged up on forrest beacause i feel like shit. i feel like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore...i feel like there's no use to say anything else so i hang up. why does all my realationships always like this. i always feel like i'm bugging the person....like i'm always being hella annoying. i hate it i hate it i hate it...!!