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can someone give me a hug?please?i feel like there's this void in my life. maybe it's because my mema's gone and it's still sinking in.i'm doing this modeling/acting thing and relly wish she were here.i miss her so much.and a few weekends ago, i got all these Hello Kitty's and stuff and she started me on hello kitty.she bought me my 1st hello kitty and the videos and all these hello kitty's.she also helped me save up for my 1st $100.she's been there through so much with me.now she's not here.and part of me doesn't want to believe it. i was always at her house during the summer.and whenever we had breaks during the school year.at first, when i was younger,i hated staying there so much but i started loving it.she was the one adult i could talk to about almost anything.she got sick with breast cancer july 2002.we went to savannah for teh last time but she didn't enjoy it as much as she had before because of the news.i spent almost the whole summer with her this time.i was gonna spend soem of winter break with ehr but she died.december 4.my mother tried to tell me but she started crying.i guessed.they said she talked about me until the end.i started crying and just couldn't stop.all through the shower,i was crying.alcia came over and went with us to the funeral.after the last viewing, alicia held me for a few minutes.alicia even cried.i'm happy alicia was there.she's a good friend.*hugs alicia*thankies alicia.maybe,that's why i'm feeeling the void in my life.oh well.