post fic!^^
Title: Preys in Eyes
Bands: Pierrot, with guest appearance of Glay, etc(maybe).
Pairings: KxK, Jun preys on everybody!
Genre: AU vampire thriller…thing is getting pretty messy here. Forgive me if my description sucked.+_+
Warning: bad English and grammar mistakes
Comment: I’m sorry! I think there should be ways, many ways to improve chapter 13 if only I just go home and check my vampire books/novels but…again I’m being lazy.+_+
But finally here’s the lucky part 13 here now!^_^
I can see into your soul.
-Hellraiser VI: Hellseeker
Part 13
“It makes me want you…even more…”
My senses were still too blur, my mind still too deep in chaos that it’s impossible for me to tell whether I was dreaming or not, but I saw him, he was here with me and it was all I need to know. I was lying on something soft and comfortable, a bed maybe. And his body covering mine, he was pressing against me so closely that I could feel every moment from him, the way his fingers tracing across my skin, how he played with me with that sickeningly arousal manner…He was so close that my body felt sick now. I really couldn’t take it. The fear…the pain…even the unnamed excitement running through my veins...I couldn’t take it anymore.
Why?
Why I had to face it again? If it were a nightmare then why it was still continuing! Oh god, I had to wake myself up…
“Stop lying to yourself Kohta, you know it’s real…it’s the reality.”
And what had he done to me now? The horrible feeling of being pried upon, being drained of energy while I was…unconscious…did he cause it too?
These eyes of his…I almost felt defenseless and naked under his gaze, but I couldn’t tease myself from these bottomless greedy dark eyes… how he seemed to peeling the layers of my being easily with his sight, seeping the coldness and emptiness, the coldness that from the depth of his own soul, into my body…stealing my own warmth away from me.
And a voice in my head was screaming abruptly to me…
Do something just do something to save yourself Kohta you baka! If you let him he would strip everything from you, spy into your secrets and reduce you down to nothing just like Tak---
“So you know,” suddenly he drew away as if losing the interest to play, but the hold on my chin told me otherwise. “Clever aren’t you? Not many people are sensitive enough to understand what I was doing to them when I fed…”
It was true then, I realized with a sinking feeling in my stomach, he had been feeding from me…emotionally, I didn’t know how he could do it but…suddenly the image of Takeo, his lifeless hollow face, the empty expression he had when I saw him, rushed back into my mind to haunt me.
“Stop this, Kohta. I told you to forget about Takeo, little baka.” He mentioned my friend’s name causally like a child might mention a puppy he had abandoned.
I felt the same wave of anger built up in me, but I was too drained that my lips refused to move, and he was still holding me tightly.
“Takeo’s gone. He’s nothing. What matters now…” now he lowered his head to mine, to my horror, we were basically sharing each other’s breath as he continued. ”…is what do you want…”
What do I want?
“Tell me, what you had *really* thought when your brother said he wanted to leave?”
I gasped for breath, turning my head desperately away from him without much success.
“What had been going through your head when he slept beside you back then in those old days? I would really want to know about it...it’d be lovely for you show me yourself, ne Kohta?”
I snapped my eyes shut in agony then, if it was possible I’d want to block my ears too, but I couldn’t and he continued to whisper to me, sealing my ears with those poisonous words, forcing me to face my darkest secrets by using the pieces of memory he’d stolen. ” And what you would do if you had your brother lying beneath you, just like I do you now? Tell me what would happen…?”
I didn't reply, I could not. I kept my eyes shut.
“Still don’t want to say anything to me, are you? Kohta-kun, you really are hurting my feeling ne…”
In the blind darkness I could feel his hands reaching up slowly across my chests, to wrap around my neck and rested there, the touch of his cold fingers sending shivers down my spine.
”but guess what? It doesn’t matter whether you tell me or not because I know exactly what you would do to him and, being a nice person that I am, I have something to show you.”
I opened my eyes at that remark, watching him carefully in order to know what’d be his next move. While finishing his sentence with a pout, his hand began to leave my throat and traced slowly up to the other hand of his. Then I saw him slitting one of his wrists with the sharp edge of his nail. Now I could see clearly that he used these nails like using a fine delicate blade.
“Let’s continue our game okay? And now I’ll be the one to make the first move…” He was smiling, oh god he was smiling satisfyingly, and then put his hand close to my face, displaying the bleeding wound on his wrist, forcing me to take a full look when blood seeped slowly down from the crimson line of the wound.
“Drink it, Khota.” He ordered.
I stared at the wrist in front of me and saw the tiny drops of blood dropping from the cut, then I looked away.
“Drink it.” He pressed a bit more forcefully this time, his grip on my chin tightened as he forced me to face him again.
“I…don’t-”
Before I could protest any further, he forced my mouth open wider and dripped his blood into my mouth.
I couldn’t suppress a scream as the searing large drops of blood were passed down to me. Jun’s blood…it was burning, a burning heat seeping across my mouth and spent down to my throat and then to the rest of my body like a liquid fire lashing across me. I had never imagined it would be like this…the blood of vampire…so consuming and utterly dominant, I could already feel every single cell within my organs reacting violently to it and my whole body was aching in pain inside out as if he had just fed me poison, something highly toxic and now I was dying…
It felt like I was truly dying. The pain it brought was unbearable, but at the same time I thought I was hallucinating as bright white stars exploded within my vision. And I could almost no longer felt my body. Was I died already? Could death really make me…feel so great?
“No…you’re not going to die yet.” But his cruel voice dragged me back to reality.
Slowly my senses returned, I began to feel his hand caressing my cold but sweaty cheeks, then the rest of my body, which was still painfully immobilized under his spell. I finally could see clearly of the face centimeters away from mine, with a too familiar mocking smile on his lips.
“Don’t worry, Kohta. How could I allow you to die when I’m only half way through my game with you?”
Then what did he do to me? Why did my body feel…what had he just done to me?
As if he could read my thought, he replied when I was beginning to panic. “What had I done? It’s simple, I’d let you drink a few drops of my blood so I could *feel* you…”
What was he talking about?
He giggled. ”Ne, it is one of the methods our kind use to control mortals. Now with my blood inside of you, I could always sense you, and you me, wherever you are. See? You’re not going to escape from me ne.”
“No!” finally I managed to scream, but he easily blocked my mouth with a single hand.
“Don’t be so noisy, Khota. You brother is coming over here…I’d left a note to him, in order to invite him to pay me a visit tonight.”
What? My blood was frozen inside my veins and a shiver shock down my spine. He invited Kirito tonight? Was he…was he going to…?
“Are you afraid that I’ll kill him? Don’t be silly Kohta, I won’t do such thing as long as *you* behave…”
I shook my head; no…I didn’t want to hear it! I tried to struggle, to free myself but I could not…I really did hate myself at that moment, hating myself for always being so weak and powerless to protect my love ones.
I was about to cry out again as Jun suddenly returned and pressed a open mouth kiss to me, took me totally by surprise, then he passed some bitter tasted liquid and forced me to drink it down my throat.
As he pushed away he whispered into my ear. “You have to a bit quieter tonight ne Khota. Kirito is coming over and as long as you behave and stay there quiet like a good kid. Not only you and your brother will leave my house save and sound, and you’ll also get your reward…”
I opened my mouth in shock, only to find I couldn’t utter a word…the unknown liquid…I had not a clue what it was, but it must be some drug to make people mute.
“Don’t worry, you’ll be perfectly okay again in the next morning, I promise you. Because, again I’m not going to hurt you…yet.”
Before Ii could react, both of us hear the ring of the front door began to ring.
“There he is finally!” Jun rose himself away from my body cheerfully and hurried toward the bedroom door. He was half way through the door when he turned his head back to me and called to me.
“Ne Kohta…”
Out of fear and suspense, I stared at him, at that moment I could not tear my eyes away from that gorgeous monster.
“Tonight I’ll give you what you want at most in the world…I’ll make you feel it.” It was his words for me before he closed the door and locked it, leaving me alone in the dark.
By then I still didn’t know, couldn’t imagine what Jun meant by “reward”, when he left me, all I could think of and worry about was Kirito’s safety. He had promised he’d spare us for tonight, but how could I be sure that he wouldn’t break his words?
At that point I stupidly believed the worst thing Jun could do was to have both Kirito and I killed, or he planned to let me witness Kirito being murdered in front of me. But soon I would know how wrong I was to think Jun wasn’t capable to do things even crueler than just *these*.
By the end of the night, before the sun rose again, after what I’d been through, I did wish Jun had simply killed me like he did with the other victims, instead of sparing my life.
**
He opened his front door, and was pleased to see Kirito standing outside.
“Nice to see you here, Kirito-kun, thank so much for coming.” He greeted the other man with a causal small smile on his face.
“Konichiwa…” the dark haired one greeted him a bit uneasily.
“I have to apologize for my brother’s behavior earlier this evening.” Kirito began and surprisingly, he looked a bit shy. “ I was…kinda anxious when I went upstairs again to find you were gone…but then I saw the note you left on the table…”
He smiled easily with a shrug. “No, you don’t have to actually. No hard feeling between us, it’s okay. Actually, it’s me who has to apologize; I’m sorry that I left without even saying a goodbye to you and made you worry. But by then I figured that you and your brother might need a talk together, so I’d better be out of the way…”
Kirito shook his head. “Iie, I have to say sorry to you. You came all the way to my place for the modeling and all of a sudden my stupid brother just had to drag me away and left you there alone and confused! I still can’t figure out why he did it…”
“Like I’d said before, it’s okay. Don’t get mad at Kohta-kun, ne? I’m sure the incident was only cased by some…misunderstanding…Maybe I had done something wrong that upseted him…”
“Not possible, you didn’t do anything wrong as far as I could see. “
He didn’t comment on this. Yes as far as Kirito could see, he had done nothing to his brother. But well in reality, Kirito, with his mortal sense, was blinded to the little mental game he played with Kohta’s mind, driving him to the edge and to react so abruptly the way he did.
You can be so blind sometime. he thought to himself silently. With these beautiful dark eyes of yours, so clear yet piercing and almost dangerous to look at. But still you can’t see through the veils of façade that is blinding you from the true…the true that your brother had seen from me.
“And are you and Kohta friends? “
“No.” it’s not…friendship that linked us together…
”Actually I don’t think you two knew each other but I have to ask, because Kohta had said something about you…which I cannot understand…”
“What did he say about me?” he asked.
“Well, some very…strange things. You won’t bother to know them…”
“But to tell you the truth, I want to hear what he’d said, please?”
“Okay, he told me you’re not what I think you to be, and I have to stop seeing you…”
“And are you going to quit seeing me then?”
“No, of course not.” Kirito shook his head again.
“Well, how about your brother’s advice? Have you even wondered why he’d tell you things like this, about me? Wouldn’t it make you suspect who I really am?”
“Well, I do wonder a lot about this question long before Kohta’s speech, and would you give me some hint? Jun, I know so little about you, how could I know how to decide?”
“So you want to know…”a dark amazement deep inside his eyes.
Kirito didn’t reply, eyeing him as the distance between narrowed slightly as he moved closer.
“Want to know more…about me?”
The raven haired man offered a small nod as response. There was a bewitched expression in his eyes. He couldn’t help but reaching out his hand to run his fingers across Kirito’s Adam’s Apple briedly.
“Then let me show you, Kirito.”
TBC!!!
Bands: Pierrot, with guest appearance of Glay, etc(maybe).
Pairings: KxK, Jun preys on everybody!
Genre: AU vampire thriller…thing is getting pretty messy here. Forgive me if my description sucked.+_+
Warning: bad English and grammar mistakes
Comment: I’m sorry! I think there should be ways, many ways to improve chapter 13 if only I just go home and check my vampire books/novels but…again I’m being lazy.+_+
But finally here’s the lucky part 13 here now!^_^
I can see into your soul.
-Hellraiser VI: Hellseeker
Part 13
“It makes me want you…even more…”
My senses were still too blur, my mind still too deep in chaos that it’s impossible for me to tell whether I was dreaming or not, but I saw him, he was here with me and it was all I need to know. I was lying on something soft and comfortable, a bed maybe. And his body covering mine, he was pressing against me so closely that I could feel every moment from him, the way his fingers tracing across my skin, how he played with me with that sickeningly arousal manner…He was so close that my body felt sick now. I really couldn’t take it. The fear…the pain…even the unnamed excitement running through my veins...I couldn’t take it anymore.
Why?
Why I had to face it again? If it were a nightmare then why it was still continuing! Oh god, I had to wake myself up…
“Stop lying to yourself Kohta, you know it’s real…it’s the reality.”
And what had he done to me now? The horrible feeling of being pried upon, being drained of energy while I was…unconscious…did he cause it too?
These eyes of his…I almost felt defenseless and naked under his gaze, but I couldn’t tease myself from these bottomless greedy dark eyes… how he seemed to peeling the layers of my being easily with his sight, seeping the coldness and emptiness, the coldness that from the depth of his own soul, into my body…stealing my own warmth away from me.
And a voice in my head was screaming abruptly to me…
Do something just do something to save yourself Kohta you baka! If you let him he would strip everything from you, spy into your secrets and reduce you down to nothing just like Tak---
“So you know,” suddenly he drew away as if losing the interest to play, but the hold on my chin told me otherwise. “Clever aren’t you? Not many people are sensitive enough to understand what I was doing to them when I fed…”
It was true then, I realized with a sinking feeling in my stomach, he had been feeding from me…emotionally, I didn’t know how he could do it but…suddenly the image of Takeo, his lifeless hollow face, the empty expression he had when I saw him, rushed back into my mind to haunt me.
“Stop this, Kohta. I told you to forget about Takeo, little baka.” He mentioned my friend’s name causally like a child might mention a puppy he had abandoned.
I felt the same wave of anger built up in me, but I was too drained that my lips refused to move, and he was still holding me tightly.
“Takeo’s gone. He’s nothing. What matters now…” now he lowered his head to mine, to my horror, we were basically sharing each other’s breath as he continued. ”…is what do you want…”
What do I want?
“Tell me, what you had *really* thought when your brother said he wanted to leave?”
I gasped for breath, turning my head desperately away from him without much success.
“What had been going through your head when he slept beside you back then in those old days? I would really want to know about it...it’d be lovely for you show me yourself, ne Kohta?”
I snapped my eyes shut in agony then, if it was possible I’d want to block my ears too, but I couldn’t and he continued to whisper to me, sealing my ears with those poisonous words, forcing me to face my darkest secrets by using the pieces of memory he’d stolen. ” And what you would do if you had your brother lying beneath you, just like I do you now? Tell me what would happen…?”
I didn't reply, I could not. I kept my eyes shut.
“Still don’t want to say anything to me, are you? Kohta-kun, you really are hurting my feeling ne…”
In the blind darkness I could feel his hands reaching up slowly across my chests, to wrap around my neck and rested there, the touch of his cold fingers sending shivers down my spine.
”but guess what? It doesn’t matter whether you tell me or not because I know exactly what you would do to him and, being a nice person that I am, I have something to show you.”
I opened my eyes at that remark, watching him carefully in order to know what’d be his next move. While finishing his sentence with a pout, his hand began to leave my throat and traced slowly up to the other hand of his. Then I saw him slitting one of his wrists with the sharp edge of his nail. Now I could see clearly that he used these nails like using a fine delicate blade.
“Let’s continue our game okay? And now I’ll be the one to make the first move…” He was smiling, oh god he was smiling satisfyingly, and then put his hand close to my face, displaying the bleeding wound on his wrist, forcing me to take a full look when blood seeped slowly down from the crimson line of the wound.
“Drink it, Khota.” He ordered.
I stared at the wrist in front of me and saw the tiny drops of blood dropping from the cut, then I looked away.
“Drink it.” He pressed a bit more forcefully this time, his grip on my chin tightened as he forced me to face him again.
“I…don’t-”
Before I could protest any further, he forced my mouth open wider and dripped his blood into my mouth.
I couldn’t suppress a scream as the searing large drops of blood were passed down to me. Jun’s blood…it was burning, a burning heat seeping across my mouth and spent down to my throat and then to the rest of my body like a liquid fire lashing across me. I had never imagined it would be like this…the blood of vampire…so consuming and utterly dominant, I could already feel every single cell within my organs reacting violently to it and my whole body was aching in pain inside out as if he had just fed me poison, something highly toxic and now I was dying…
It felt like I was truly dying. The pain it brought was unbearable, but at the same time I thought I was hallucinating as bright white stars exploded within my vision. And I could almost no longer felt my body. Was I died already? Could death really make me…feel so great?
“No…you’re not going to die yet.” But his cruel voice dragged me back to reality.
Slowly my senses returned, I began to feel his hand caressing my cold but sweaty cheeks, then the rest of my body, which was still painfully immobilized under his spell. I finally could see clearly of the face centimeters away from mine, with a too familiar mocking smile on his lips.
“Don’t worry, Kohta. How could I allow you to die when I’m only half way through my game with you?”
Then what did he do to me? Why did my body feel…what had he just done to me?
As if he could read my thought, he replied when I was beginning to panic. “What had I done? It’s simple, I’d let you drink a few drops of my blood so I could *feel* you…”
What was he talking about?
He giggled. ”Ne, it is one of the methods our kind use to control mortals. Now with my blood inside of you, I could always sense you, and you me, wherever you are. See? You’re not going to escape from me ne.”
“No!” finally I managed to scream, but he easily blocked my mouth with a single hand.
“Don’t be so noisy, Khota. You brother is coming over here…I’d left a note to him, in order to invite him to pay me a visit tonight.”
What? My blood was frozen inside my veins and a shiver shock down my spine. He invited Kirito tonight? Was he…was he going to…?
“Are you afraid that I’ll kill him? Don’t be silly Kohta, I won’t do such thing as long as *you* behave…”
I shook my head; no…I didn’t want to hear it! I tried to struggle, to free myself but I could not…I really did hate myself at that moment, hating myself for always being so weak and powerless to protect my love ones.
I was about to cry out again as Jun suddenly returned and pressed a open mouth kiss to me, took me totally by surprise, then he passed some bitter tasted liquid and forced me to drink it down my throat.
As he pushed away he whispered into my ear. “You have to a bit quieter tonight ne Khota. Kirito is coming over and as long as you behave and stay there quiet like a good kid. Not only you and your brother will leave my house save and sound, and you’ll also get your reward…”
I opened my mouth in shock, only to find I couldn’t utter a word…the unknown liquid…I had not a clue what it was, but it must be some drug to make people mute.
“Don’t worry, you’ll be perfectly okay again in the next morning, I promise you. Because, again I’m not going to hurt you…yet.”
Before Ii could react, both of us hear the ring of the front door began to ring.
“There he is finally!” Jun rose himself away from my body cheerfully and hurried toward the bedroom door. He was half way through the door when he turned his head back to me and called to me.
“Ne Kohta…”
Out of fear and suspense, I stared at him, at that moment I could not tear my eyes away from that gorgeous monster.
“Tonight I’ll give you what you want at most in the world…I’ll make you feel it.” It was his words for me before he closed the door and locked it, leaving me alone in the dark.
By then I still didn’t know, couldn’t imagine what Jun meant by “reward”, when he left me, all I could think of and worry about was Kirito’s safety. He had promised he’d spare us for tonight, but how could I be sure that he wouldn’t break his words?
At that point I stupidly believed the worst thing Jun could do was to have both Kirito and I killed, or he planned to let me witness Kirito being murdered in front of me. But soon I would know how wrong I was to think Jun wasn’t capable to do things even crueler than just *these*.
By the end of the night, before the sun rose again, after what I’d been through, I did wish Jun had simply killed me like he did with the other victims, instead of sparing my life.
**
He opened his front door, and was pleased to see Kirito standing outside.
“Nice to see you here, Kirito-kun, thank so much for coming.” He greeted the other man with a causal small smile on his face.
“Konichiwa…” the dark haired one greeted him a bit uneasily.
“I have to apologize for my brother’s behavior earlier this evening.” Kirito began and surprisingly, he looked a bit shy. “ I was…kinda anxious when I went upstairs again to find you were gone…but then I saw the note you left on the table…”
He smiled easily with a shrug. “No, you don’t have to actually. No hard feeling between us, it’s okay. Actually, it’s me who has to apologize; I’m sorry that I left without even saying a goodbye to you and made you worry. But by then I figured that you and your brother might need a talk together, so I’d better be out of the way…”
Kirito shook his head. “Iie, I have to say sorry to you. You came all the way to my place for the modeling and all of a sudden my stupid brother just had to drag me away and left you there alone and confused! I still can’t figure out why he did it…”
“Like I’d said before, it’s okay. Don’t get mad at Kohta-kun, ne? I’m sure the incident was only cased by some…misunderstanding…Maybe I had done something wrong that upseted him…”
“Not possible, you didn’t do anything wrong as far as I could see. “
He didn’t comment on this. Yes as far as Kirito could see, he had done nothing to his brother. But well in reality, Kirito, with his mortal sense, was blinded to the little mental game he played with Kohta’s mind, driving him to the edge and to react so abruptly the way he did.
You can be so blind sometime. he thought to himself silently. With these beautiful dark eyes of yours, so clear yet piercing and almost dangerous to look at. But still you can’t see through the veils of façade that is blinding you from the true…the true that your brother had seen from me.
“And are you and Kohta friends? “
“No.” it’s not…friendship that linked us together…
”Actually I don’t think you two knew each other but I have to ask, because Kohta had said something about you…which I cannot understand…”
“What did he say about me?” he asked.
“Well, some very…strange things. You won’t bother to know them…”
“But to tell you the truth, I want to hear what he’d said, please?”
“Okay, he told me you’re not what I think you to be, and I have to stop seeing you…”
“And are you going to quit seeing me then?”
“No, of course not.” Kirito shook his head again.
“Well, how about your brother’s advice? Have you even wondered why he’d tell you things like this, about me? Wouldn’t it make you suspect who I really am?”
“Well, I do wonder a lot about this question long before Kohta’s speech, and would you give me some hint? Jun, I know so little about you, how could I know how to decide?”
“So you want to know…”a dark amazement deep inside his eyes.
Kirito didn’t reply, eyeing him as the distance between narrowed slightly as he moved closer.
“Want to know more…about me?”
The raven haired man offered a small nod as response. There was a bewitched expression in his eyes. He couldn’t help but reaching out his hand to run his fingers across Kirito’s Adam’s Apple briedly.
“Then let me show you, Kirito.”
TBC!!!