Oct 28, 2006 13:41
hey everyone havent talked to anyone in a while i miss everyone soooo much. life in tenessee is very hard. i work two jobs and never get time to do anything. plus paying all the bills i am so broke i cant even aford food, good thing i work in a resteraunt or else i would starve. but it is very good exsperence for me being on my own. i wanted to come up to michigan for halloween but i cant. i will be up for thanksgiving though. i have been very lonely down here no guys like me and i miss my ryan who i havent talked to in a month hope he's ok. then my grandpa died and i wanted to come up for the funeral but i couldnt aford it, i felt really bad about that. i havent made many friends yet just my cousins friends. there is alot to do down here and i like the atmosephere but i cant go do any of it. the one happy thing this week is that i got to cater a BB King concert and meet him and the band he was playing with that was awsome. i love working in nashville there is always tons of famouse people and partys to go to. i just wish i could go to them. anyways i have to go get ready to work. i just had to to stop in and write some scribbles for everyone. i love and miss u all.