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i thought for a moment i wasn't going to see you and i can't explain the panic that rose so quickly i wanted to say fuck it and get back in the car just to crawl in beside you while you slept and stay there for days on end with you like we used to back when things were calm and less complicated and responsibility was a thing to look forward to i miss your mouth your hands your eyes and how you know my thoughts we can talk without words and i know that you are my life and my future and all i want is to come back home to you
...another three and a half months might kill me...
...another three and a half months might kill me...