hair! and lost love memories
ok so ya i cut my hair big deal! 11 inches so what! im just glad its easy to do stuff with now! anyway i;m bored and my heart keeps wandering were it shouldn't. meaning i like this girl in my bio class whos straight i know i know i swore i would never do this again but i can't help it straight girls r just hott! OMG i hate mhs because everyone it straight or taken or not my type! grrr. . . god my heart still hurts fromthat love that was so unreal but real. got if only i could have a second chance but i knoiw i know to well life only gives u one chance and thats it and i fucked up but hey i loved every moment i had but thats why it lingers in the air and in my heart cuz i felt for someone like i haven't felt for anyone else before. sometimes life it just cruel and theres nothing we can do about it. but god when i think back on it i just want to cry and say "i real do love u with all my heart and soul and nothing and no-bidy is gunna stop me from caring and loving u." but i can't say that i lost my chance from the beginning. heres a song that reminds me of those loving memories:
Avril Lavigne
Fall To Pieces
i looked away
then i looked back at you
you tried to say
things that you can't undo
if i had my way
i'd never get over you
today's the day
i prey that we make it through
make it through the fall
make it through it all
Chorus:
i don't want to fall to pieces
i just want to sit and stare at you
i don't want to talk about it
i don't want a conversation
i just want to cry in front of you
i don't want to talk about it
'cause i'm in love with you
you're the only one
i'd be with till the end
when i come undone
you bring me back agian
back under the stars
back into your arms
CHORUS
want to know who you are
want to know were to start
i want to know what this means
want to know how to feel
want to know what is real
i want to know everything, everything
CHORUS x2
i'm in love with you
'cause i'm in love with you
i'm in love with you
i'm in love with you
GOD if u real read into the song it says all the stuff i miss and wanted to do and what i did. i just thought about it and out this blah stuff came but now that thats out i feel a littlt better.
<3 Destiny