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i honestly dont understand how someone can act so cold and cruel to another human being. especially a human that that person loves and cares for.
Its hard to sit back and watch it, and hear about it and have nothing to comfort them with because im feeling just as confused by the whole thing. Its shitty really....theres just all this akwardness and im over it. The whole situation pisses me off more and more as time goes by. Im pretty sure this has to stop...this situation im in is lame and i really dont have the energy to be walked over so easily and just accept that "thats just the way she is sometimes" Soooo.....i think we need to stop living together, i think humberto and i need to take our life and move it away from the lives that are sleeping in the next room because i feel that if we all keep living together the relationship (as shitty as it is right now) will continue to get worse.
Other than all the craziness and drama going on here in the apartment things are going well. Humberto and I are fabulous. We are still trying to get to Bend by spring. I hope that happends. I miss my friends and family and i really just miss the familiarity. I want to show him so many things and take him to so many places. I cant wait! Not to mention i miss my fav resturants hahahaha. Its just going to be really difficult to get his papers to come to the states and everything. Theres a good chance it could take over a year and i realllllly hope that isnt the case. i guess we;ll see.....i need to keep thinking positive though i suppose.....but i also cant take getting my hopes up either.
Its hard to sit back and watch it, and hear about it and have nothing to comfort them with because im feeling just as confused by the whole thing. Its shitty really....theres just all this akwardness and im over it. The whole situation pisses me off more and more as time goes by. Im pretty sure this has to stop...this situation im in is lame and i really dont have the energy to be walked over so easily and just accept that "thats just the way she is sometimes" Soooo.....i think we need to stop living together, i think humberto and i need to take our life and move it away from the lives that are sleeping in the next room because i feel that if we all keep living together the relationship (as shitty as it is right now) will continue to get worse.
Other than all the craziness and drama going on here in the apartment things are going well. Humberto and I are fabulous. We are still trying to get to Bend by spring. I hope that happends. I miss my friends and family and i really just miss the familiarity. I want to show him so many things and take him to so many places. I cant wait! Not to mention i miss my fav resturants hahahaha. Its just going to be really difficult to get his papers to come to the states and everything. Theres a good chance it could take over a year and i realllllly hope that isnt the case. i guess we;ll see.....i need to keep thinking positive though i suppose.....but i also cant take getting my hopes up either.