Sorry Tessa
I know i said i was going to go to sleep with you, but sleep isnt something that im going to be able to accomplish tonight. Simply too much on my mind. I would call you, but you have finals, and between that and your migraine, you really need your sleep.
I realized once again tonight how much you mean to me...so many thoughts tonight, and an overwhelming amount of negative energy keeping me awake....but no matter what my mind was doing, there was always a light...Any scene that would play itself in my head while i laid there with my eyes closed trying to fight it away...no matter how horrible or how sad that scene was, you were in every one of them....and the moment that i turned to look to you, it ended, and i was left in peace again. I cant explain what you do for me tessa, but it goes beyond just making me happy.
No matter what happens, im going to find a way to be with you next year. and there is no worst-case scenario because i always end up with you in the end, and thats all i need.
I love you tessa
Edit: couple of cigarettes (once again im sorry tessa, but its the only thing i had), little bit of chocolate, some music, and some gunbound, and the mind is clear....maybe now i can squeeze in a nap before i start working.
I realized once again tonight how much you mean to me...so many thoughts tonight, and an overwhelming amount of negative energy keeping me awake....but no matter what my mind was doing, there was always a light...Any scene that would play itself in my head while i laid there with my eyes closed trying to fight it away...no matter how horrible or how sad that scene was, you were in every one of them....and the moment that i turned to look to you, it ended, and i was left in peace again. I cant explain what you do for me tessa, but it goes beyond just making me happy.
No matter what happens, im going to find a way to be with you next year. and there is no worst-case scenario because i always end up with you in the end, and thats all i need.
I love you tessa
Edit: couple of cigarettes (once again im sorry tessa, but its the only thing i had), little bit of chocolate, some music, and some gunbound, and the mind is clear....maybe now i can squeeze in a nap before i start working.