Commenting on my friend's LJ made me think...
I just wanna say I'm sorry. I should have been being a better friend to all of you. When I come home from school it's like I isolate myself and I just sit around being lonely, granted I feel alone at school a good part of the time too. Especially this past year I've been really detached from everyone. I had Jon and I was pretty set with that. I had my whole life planned out. I was engaged and then in less then a week it was all gone and he already had a new girl. All I wanted was to be with people, but at the same time I was so embarrassed that I didn't want anyone to see me.
I think that throughout everything I became really selfish and arrogant and only worried about the things that I wanted. I completely lost touch with all of the people I really care about and who were there for me long before any of that.
I'm sorry I haven't been more than the occasional wall post of lj comment.
I think that throughout everything I became really selfish and arrogant and only worried about the things that I wanted. I completely lost touch with all of the people I really care about and who were there for me long before any of that.
I'm sorry I haven't been more than the occasional wall post of lj comment.