I'm back...well, almost....
So I can't sleep....it's great. I love it. spent the night in the hospital a few days ago. I hate doctors. I hate hospitals...I really really hate SMMC. Was there for about 8 hours. See, for those that don't know, and there's a lot of you (sorry guys, I'm not online much anymore, but that'll change soon) I'm pregnant again. Anyway, I had cramps throughout the day and just randomly I started bleeding after I got out of work. There was alot of blood. I didn't have the cramps when I started bleeding, but nonetheless, I firgured something was wrong so I should get checked out. My boyfriend went with me.The poor soul was so exhausted too. He was falling asleep on the floor between waits. So anyway, they ran a bunch of tests and found nothing (big surprse there, it is SMMC) The doc bought in a little ultrasound machine and hooked me up. She said I was about 20-26 weeks along. I straight up told her that was impossible. The bitch argued with me saying she was right. Noe she's just a normal doc...her specialties do not reside in anything ob/gyn. The only way I could be that far along would be from some immaculate conception, and I ain't no virgin mary! So she said the ultrasound tech would be in at 6am. Another hour from then. We waited. My man fell asleep on the floor again. I was soooooo pissed. How dare she say something like that. Especially in front of the father to be? Make me into a slut that just claims its his but it isn't? WTF? I was worried that he'd start having bad thoughts about me, when I reallydidn't do anything wrong.We started this relationship out really well, and I hope it continues that way. So anyway, the tech came around 730ish, wisked me away and hooked me up to a more high tech machine. did measurements and took hte heartrate. Everthing with the baby was fine. Very healthy. I was 11 weeks 2 days And my due date is October 17. That sounded a whole lot better than fuckin 20 weeks.
So we left and I went to bed. I tried going into work the next day and my boss told me to take a sick day.I was still feeling sick and faint and still bleeding...not much but still.
I'm moving back to bidd. Already got a place with my man. Just a matter of moving the big shitand all Jaz's stuff now. (Hey that's where I am now!) It's a nice place. MAybe after we're all settled Jasmine's Daddy will come see her once in a while. Then he won't have to deal with my parents. But then again, he's always been too busy. It's ok though, Jaz is a happy little girl. She wants a brother one day and the next she wants a sister. We'll see. I think it'll probably be a boy, but I'm hoping for another girl.
So yeah I started seeing this amazing guy in like Dec/Jan. I've never been so happy. I never thought I'd ever be happy with someone. I never thought I'd ever be in love. True love never seemed to exist. But finally, I honestly believe I've found the one for me. I'm so in love with him. HE makes me soo happy. He's everything I've ever wanted. I know it hasn't been very long, but as they say....sometimes you just know. And I've felt very strongly from the beginning. (no, EI, it's not just a physical attraction, it's much more than that. I know pretty amazing huh?)
Works going really well. My boss is awesome and I like just about everyone I work with. I'll probably get promoted again within the next year ( or sometime after the baby is born.) We'll see. I'm not ready yet, tho my boss disagrees.
Wrestlemania is tonight!!! Shit I can't wait!!! Some things never change, I love WWE!!!
I should probably try to go back to bed now. Unfortunately I'm not tired.
So we left and I went to bed. I tried going into work the next day and my boss told me to take a sick day.I was still feeling sick and faint and still bleeding...not much but still.
I'm moving back to bidd. Already got a place with my man. Just a matter of moving the big shitand all Jaz's stuff now. (Hey that's where I am now!) It's a nice place. MAybe after we're all settled Jasmine's Daddy will come see her once in a while. Then he won't have to deal with my parents. But then again, he's always been too busy. It's ok though, Jaz is a happy little girl. She wants a brother one day and the next she wants a sister. We'll see. I think it'll probably be a boy, but I'm hoping for another girl.
So yeah I started seeing this amazing guy in like Dec/Jan. I've never been so happy. I never thought I'd ever be happy with someone. I never thought I'd ever be in love. True love never seemed to exist. But finally, I honestly believe I've found the one for me. I'm so in love with him. HE makes me soo happy. He's everything I've ever wanted. I know it hasn't been very long, but as they say....sometimes you just know. And I've felt very strongly from the beginning. (no, EI, it's not just a physical attraction, it's much more than that. I know pretty amazing huh?)
Works going really well. My boss is awesome and I like just about everyone I work with. I'll probably get promoted again within the next year ( or sometime after the baby is born.) We'll see. I'm not ready yet, tho my boss disagrees.
Wrestlemania is tonight!!! Shit I can't wait!!! Some things never change, I love WWE!!!
I should probably try to go back to bed now. Unfortunately I'm not tired.