...and like a flash of lightning....

Jan 05, 2005 11:01

Ok lots to tell, no time to tell it in....

My baby's daddy is back in mine and Jasmine's lives. He's been back since mid october. Kris called outa the blue one day and said he was ready to be a father and apologized for everything. We will be getting a place together soon.

No I dont' feel I'm rushing into things. Kris and I arent together, yet we are.....I'm not going to explain for I have no time to nor do I feel I need to. A lot of people are upset with me because I've choosen to give Kris another chance and to let him be a father to HIS child. They don't like that I'm nice to him or that I've forgiven him. People make mistakes. If it werent' for second chances most people would be in far worse shape than they are right now. THis is my life not any one elses. I dont' tell you how to run your life, so what gives you the right to tell me how to live mine? I've already lost friends because of this. But then, if they really were friends they'd have supported me whether or not they agree.

Anyway, I think things are going quite well between the three of us and Jasmine just adores her father. (Better late than never) He says he's not going to run away again and I believe him. Maybe he will maybe he won't. I won't know until that day comes, if it does. I already know that I can do this on my own so if it comes down to it I can do it again. I'm a big girl, I can handle it. But anyway, Kris and I will be getting a place of our own pretty soon. We're looking at a 2 bedroom from one of my coworkers. If I like it, it's ours. $500/month plus electricity only $750 upfront to have it. Not bad for around here. First floor too. We'll see.

Maybe I'll update again soon, when I have more time. Maybe I'll have the internet back when I move out. I can't wait!

FOr those that don't know or want to know. I've got a cell now. Give me a call. 4321139 Sux tho that i get the phone from springvale and it doesn't work there. I hate unicell. Dont' ever go thru those guys.
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