Ow, ow, OW!

Sep 16, 2003 00:06

I am having contractions...whether this means she wants to make her enterance into the world real soon or not is beyond me. I just started having them when I was responding to a comment from my last entry. But instead of the contractions coming and going with growing intensity and whatnot like they tell you, this is happening within quick intervals, the past like, 6 are only like seconds apart and then some come within a few minutes. They're not excruciating, but they are painful. But I still dont' think it's time. I mean, I want it to be, believe me, but I just don't feel like she's really going to come out within the next 24 hours. *shrugs*

I went to the doctor today and I'm still not dialated. I have another apointment on Thursday to get monitored if I havent' popped by then, and during that my doctor will tell me all about inducing labor and will set me up with an apointment for that. We'll see.

*cries out* God, that hurt. Okay for the past 20 minutes I'd say on the adverage the contractions are about 2 minutes apart. I'm not ready to call the doctor yet. I really feel that this is probably just another one of those false labors. I'll wait and see.

I finished taking care of my paperwork for my leave of absense and turned that all in. My leave starts Sept 20th and supposedly ends Nov 1st. The rest of this week is covered by my sick time and the first week and a half of my LOA are covered by my vacation/personal time. Then after that I have no income. *sigh* I guess it's kinda good that I'll be moved back in with my parents after I give birth, cuz it's rent free. And once I go back to work, I still won't have to pay rent...but instead I start paying them back all the money I owe them. Then after that, I'll probably be paying rent, that is, if I'm still there by then. *shrugs* Who knows what the future may bring?

Okay it's been nearly ten minutes now since my very last contraction, so blah.

I need to finish packing up the rest of my stuff. I dont' want to do dishes. Maybe I should just throw them all away. Not like I really need them. I just can't being myself to do it though. I guess I'm just procrastinating, hoping that someone will just do it for me. Ha.

I should go to bed. I wish I was more tired.
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