Aug 22, 2003 20:05
I hate viruses, I hate my computer. It's high time I bought a new one.....if onl I had the freaken money. I shoulda done this long ago...like before I got pregnant. I've tried everything to get rid of this damn blaster shit and now my only option is to reformat my hard drive....took me forever to locate a windows disk, which I finally was able to get from my long time partner in crime.....now I'm having difficulties of a different sort: my comp won't let me delete the previous windows 2000...and I can't go thru with the set up of the new one until the old one is gone cuz I dont' have any space on my comp.
I hate everything.
On another note, Sean stopped by last night and after chilling for awhile he started falling asleep on my lap, so eventually I woke him and suggested to go lay down in the bed, where I immediately started to fall asleep,but he didn't. He wanted to have sex I know he did, but I just pretended to be asleep. I dont' know why I didn't want to have sex with him, I just couldn't. I dont' know why. He ended up resting for a little while longer and then left around 4am. I felt really good with his body so close to mine, it was very comforting and I just wanted to sleep with him by my side. It was kinda like old times, except not.
I called him this afternoon to apologize for falling asleep on him and that he should come over again sometime soon. He said he would.
My heart burn is terrible and I hate it so much. But good news is I don't have to deal with it too much longer.....less than a month and my baby will not give me heartburn no more. Of course I'll have others problems to deal with....*sigh*
I went with Johnette to Justice's doctor's appt, so that I could meet a pediatrician for when I'll need one for my baby.
Oh, god, I just realized I'm watching football....strange, but somehow I dotn' seem to mind it nearly as much anymore.
I probably won't be back online for a few more days....and then pretty soon I won't be online at all....unless I go to dotcom cafe.....I'm not happy.