Friends

Apr 12, 2009 11:54

Well I guess I was in denial or some thing because I decided no way were my friends going to stop being my friend just because I'm pregnant. Yeah well, WRONG. One friend tries to ignore the fact and has become kind of unpleasant to be around. Another who has had two losses (both of which I was very sympathetic to) is mad at me for any and everything. Mostly because she doesn't want to come out and say she is ridiculously jealous. Yet another friend who had been told she will probably never have kids gives me dirty looks and tries to avoid speaking to me. What the fuck, seriously?

I'm sorry if you aren't pregnant, can't get pregnant, or whatever other reason you think is ok to be mad at me for. I didn't choose to have a baby to spite YOU, I'm not trying to hurt YOU. My husband and I decided the time was right for US to have a baby. I would say I'm sorry I had ZERO trouble getting pregnant but I'm NOT. I'm thankful and happy.

I guess the few friends I have that already have children are about to see more of me. Except a couple long time friends they are the only ones happy for me. Which I think is ridiculous. I would've been very happy if anyone else got pregnant but apparently they can't return that favor to me.
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