Im really sorry
I know if done things in the past that only a few know about and some only know lyes. I wish I could take all those lyes away but I know cant undo what is already done but I wish I could have been a better person and not have lyed to people so much. I am really sorry dad for lying to you so and i regret everything that I have told you that is a lye. You dont understand How bad I feel right now i dont know what to do any more. I just smoked a cig and laid on the ground and cryed and all I could think about is how much Ive hurt the people around me and that I hope they can look past the old me and look at the new me but I know thats going to be hard to do since I have lied to so many poeple and have lyed to them so much. I hope you can forgive me for what I have done. Well Dad if you read this I really need to talk to you. Well I hope everyones life is great and I say this be true to the people you love and dont lead them one to someone your not.