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So today is Sept. 11. And it really makes you think about tragedy and how it affects everyone. Before this day just made me sad. Sad that someone would be so evil...sad that people died...sad for their families...
But now, everything is different. I see tragedy in any form and I understand it. I now know what it feels like to have someone ripped from your family. Now I can relate. And it kills me. Everything reminds me of him and what happened. I miss him. And I feel bad stepping on other people's tragedy, but it's all tragedy right? Everyone shares the burden to make it easier...right? And it's weird because in Maryland what happened is as well known as 9-11. But how do you turn to someone and say, "I need to cry. I miss him so much." And even though it has been almost 7 months it feels like yesterday.
Winter is coming up. And I'm scared.
But now, everything is different. I see tragedy in any form and I understand it. I now know what it feels like to have someone ripped from your family. Now I can relate. And it kills me. Everything reminds me of him and what happened. I miss him. And I feel bad stepping on other people's tragedy, but it's all tragedy right? Everyone shares the burden to make it easier...right? And it's weird because in Maryland what happened is as well known as 9-11. But how do you turn to someone and say, "I need to cry. I miss him so much." And even though it has been almost 7 months it feels like yesterday.
Winter is coming up. And I'm scared.