Gah!

Oct 18, 2008 11:03

I'm getting married!

Nah, I'm definitely not getting married. Just saying that creeped me out. It creeped me out really really bad. It's my biggest fear with dating older guys. (It's all I seem to attract) Some may say, "Own up to maturity and be glad that you attract such gainful beau's." Me not seeming to care about those things is the reason why I'm too immature for those kinds a guys and I'm starting to think that is the reason guys like me. Or they think they like me and then realize that they would rather handle a typical girlfriend.

This dude... that's still just some dude to me, still really wants me to "have dinner" or "catch a movie" with him. We chatted video games and movies and completely innocent topics and all of a sudden.

BAM! I'm 29 with a kid. (I think he has a kid.) I'm thinking he is also divorced. (But ya know thats back in PR This is the 3rd dude that i've talked to that has kids. (That I know of) How many girls have those stats before age 21? The guy that was closest to my age that was significantly awesome ..... I don't know what the fuck happened there and I am completely lost on why that didn't work out and I am left with... not creepy but just older dudes. But nice older cool dudes. I'm referring to these men as "older cool dudes" That is not RIGHT! Hahaha.

I think he's gotten the point that I would rather just hang out with him and be friends at first but hopefully the Sagittarius in me doesn't get the best of me and ruin things.

He's already said things like "You're young, its OK for you to be that way."

Thanks guy. You make me feel..... like you are a baby snatcher.

On top of all that he works on the same base as my future step dad. He is a MP which makes him more of a dork and a total asshole and I'm just soo not down with the Police. Hahaha FUck, I'm a frito bandito. How do you explain that to the police... not just the police...the military police.

I mean... yea we eat most of the time but we are still badass!
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