Ice Tea was in the movie Tank Girl. Wow. He really fell off the grid.
I've been trying to get a doctors appointment for months. It is really hard when you don't have health insurance and you have to go to the health dept. Then i'm already nervous about going but, you gotta do what you gotta do.
Two more calls to make for work this week :) Granted one of them is Hilton Head. I hate going there. It's so far, just to be treated like poo. If the people would just do their job it wouldn't be a problem and I wouldn't be such a threat to them.
I got my inking pens and my prismacolor pencils, now I need a light box. Guess what, I live in a fish bowl called Beaufort, SC and I would have to drive over 40 miles to get to one, and then when I get there, it may or may not be there. I need to have a line drawing portfolio done before my birthday. Pretty much my first apprenticeship assignment.
I've been thinking about moving to Savannah, Ga one day. I really like it there. My future is so uncertain. It's exciting but horribly frightening. I still have the option of moving in with Hanna maybe. I'm really not seeing marriage or kids in my future. Even tho I really want a kid maybe. It's almost like, accomplishing anything doesn't matter if you don't have someone to pass it on to. Blah just something else thats got me down.
I'm boring myself and I feel rediculous. Why am I so focused on life, where is my reckless youth going? I miss bandito adventure... I miss the banditos.
Things i've noticed, moving away, I got a better job and more money. But i'm completely bored and lonely. I gotta get the apprenticeship done, so I can go home or at least some where with people.
Two more calls to make for work this week :) Granted one of them is Hilton Head. I hate going there. It's so far, just to be treated like poo. If the people would just do their job it wouldn't be a problem and I wouldn't be such a threat to them.
I got my inking pens and my prismacolor pencils, now I need a light box. Guess what, I live in a fish bowl called Beaufort, SC and I would have to drive over 40 miles to get to one, and then when I get there, it may or may not be there. I need to have a line drawing portfolio done before my birthday. Pretty much my first apprenticeship assignment.
I've been thinking about moving to Savannah, Ga one day. I really like it there. My future is so uncertain. It's exciting but horribly frightening. I still have the option of moving in with Hanna maybe. I'm really not seeing marriage or kids in my future. Even tho I really want a kid maybe. It's almost like, accomplishing anything doesn't matter if you don't have someone to pass it on to. Blah just something else thats got me down.
I'm boring myself and I feel rediculous. Why am I so focused on life, where is my reckless youth going? I miss bandito adventure... I miss the banditos.
Things i've noticed, moving away, I got a better job and more money. But i'm completely bored and lonely. I gotta get the apprenticeship done, so I can go home or at least some where with people.