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So i'm pretty sure i'm dying inside. Or at least it feels that way. My insides just feel rotten and gross. In other words not awesome. I really need to up the healthy thing. I had that faint feeling again today while looking thru movies and I had just ate so it couldn't have been that. Laaaaaaaaame!! My left ear keeps getting random crazy sharp pains on the inside and then I get a retarded headache. It's kinda scary but ya know, I don't have health insurance so I pretend it doesn't happen.
I ate some broccoli today granted it was covered in Alfredo sauce, it was good.
Got that Carter III. I'm not gonna lie, I like it for all the wrong reasons. SO MANY WRONG REASONS! but its all good! :)
"Started out Hustlin ended up bawlin, nigga im the shit get the fuck up out my toilet"
Weezy F. Baby
I've been feeling really funny for the past couple of weeks. I just feel stupid. My mom was talking about stress. I don't react well with stress. I use to be able too, but I'm just really tired anything that comes up i'm just "What the fuck, are you serious?" Too much stress, too many problems keep coming up and each and everyone requires money to fix it and literally, I don't have any. It's all depressing and stressful. I don't really have anything to counter those bad feelings. Plus i'm pretty much sick which doesn't make it any better.
I'll probably feel better once Bear gets into town. I do miss him and regardless of whats going on he's always in a good mood so hopefully he will do some cheering up.
The Happening comes out Friday! YES!! Something to do!!
Hopefully I will get that g'ment check. I'm sweating that shit so hard. Pay day isn't till next friday even then when i get that shit its already spent on 'important adult boring' but yeah.....
A new plane of understanding and i'm fighting it. I'm more liable to do something crazy these days. It's funny but its .. nah fuck it, it's funny.
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