I blew my tires out....grr
Ok im not awake whatsover but I will still type this. I am happy, pissed, tired, and irritable. Ooo good times O.o I will try to keep this as short as possible. I am with Jordan now, and wow...Sean not like you ever read this but thank you. You werent kidding its much easier and better to know the person for a year or so before jumping into a relationship. Anyway, I know I have gone all retarded and said I love people too quickly but..idk Jordan, we get SO along its creepy lol not in a bad way. So yes I love him to death. He is a sweetie, a big gentleman, funny, a dork haha, just...wow he makes me smile and laugh so much its wonderful! I absoultly love it. *yes i spelled it wrong i dont care* But I hung out with his mom till he came back from school and haha we, well Carl found a chihuahua and is the cutest little thing. Its tongue sticks out hehe and what I've heard from Jordan, she squeaks too. This poor thing is so loveable and sweet it hasnt even barked at us. And most likely if they cant find the owner they will take it. <3 They named it ratatouille. It had so many names, I cant pronounce them. But its adorable. Ok bad part.
Not only did I miss seeing and shooting off fireworks and even hanging with my bf...but...ah man..go ahead and laugh. I.....went to close to curb on the way home and blew my tires out, bent my hubcaps but i also bent the rims mostly over.....both right tires. And I got those tires bout..6 months ago >.< so most likely it will be coming out of my savings account. Grr stupid me. So laugh all u want. >.< So I missed the chances in buying some fireworks and seeing a huge show at Jordans. So all I did was play Soul Cal 3. I wish I just stayed over there. *sigh* i miss him. And I got work tomorrow without a car, and my poor dad was eating normally and broke an entire tooth earlier. Semi bad part....
For some reason after my meds leveled out a little...I've been doing better of course but I was looking back on when I was at work and Jordans, that my emotions were like dead. I mean I was having an awesome time at jordans but for some reason i felt...like no matter how much I laughed and was happy I felt inside it was just...dead silence. I dont get it. It was so weird. And I am not worried at the moment but its odd, very very odd. It doesnt make sense either. I might call my doctor but she might want to bump me up more and its bad enough im not ready to be back in work yet. Im actually freaking out right now, why, i have no freaking clue. It annoys me. So thats whats up for right now. Later *falls asleep*
Not only did I miss seeing and shooting off fireworks and even hanging with my bf...but...ah man..go ahead and laugh. I.....went to close to curb on the way home and blew my tires out, bent my hubcaps but i also bent the rims mostly over.....both right tires. And I got those tires bout..6 months ago >.< so most likely it will be coming out of my savings account. Grr stupid me. So laugh all u want. >.< So I missed the chances in buying some fireworks and seeing a huge show at Jordans. So all I did was play Soul Cal 3. I wish I just stayed over there. *sigh* i miss him. And I got work tomorrow without a car, and my poor dad was eating normally and broke an entire tooth earlier. Semi bad part....
For some reason after my meds leveled out a little...I've been doing better of course but I was looking back on when I was at work and Jordans, that my emotions were like dead. I mean I was having an awesome time at jordans but for some reason i felt...like no matter how much I laughed and was happy I felt inside it was just...dead silence. I dont get it. It was so weird. And I am not worried at the moment but its odd, very very odd. It doesnt make sense either. I might call my doctor but she might want to bump me up more and its bad enough im not ready to be back in work yet. Im actually freaking out right now, why, i have no freaking clue. It annoys me. So thats whats up for right now. Later *falls asleep*