May 19, 2005 16:12
Alright well I was suppost to chill with my friend Sandra yesterday but then I remembered that my 'friend' Laura and I were suppost to meet up after work (I was gonna pick her up chill take her home). So I appologize to Sandra for having to cancle our chill'n. I call her when her shift is suppost to be over cause it takes me forever to get there in rush hour. Her cell is off. I call for 1/2h and its fucking off. Get to her work. She's gone home. She never fucking remembers chill'n with me! If I was Anna i'd be a different fuckings story! AND I cancled with Sandra for NO reason! And I know Sandra would never do that to me! WHAT THE FUCK why do I bother really???? Well ya know what I was suppost to help Laura with her job situation but ya know what im so sick and tired of being used and abused FUCKIT! She can stay with Anna and her stupid childesh crowd who have never had a real job in their lives, never know what its like to HAVE to pay bills cause mommy and daddy do it for them! And now here I am being shoved under the carpet yet once again and expected to help them find a good job. FUCK IT! I mean if I'm going to get treated like this fuck. She hasn't called me nothing! I sent her a text msg... I KNOW she's gott'n it by now ...and fucking nothing! Ya know what I really really really need to go to 107.... the music provides me with a MUCH BETTER workout than any goth/fetish club! FUCK IT! I'm going on Friday night... and I'm gett'n my pass from Laura (that's all I need something else she abuses from me). THEN I have to put up with fucking shit at work! Little franky decided to tell daddy the girls (acct. office) weren't doing anything. REALLY WE HAVE NOTHING TO FUCKING DO. We were talking for like 5 fucking min. We aren't allowed to talk for 5 fucking min a day when we have fucking nothing to do and your going to be a little bitch about it and get all of us in shit FOR NOTHING! Phil is really really stressed (mostly that it is slow)... so how do you think he's going to react you being a little bitch about us doing nothing! FUCK I THOUGT THAT WAS YOUR JOB! DOING NOTHINGGGGGGGG.............OMG I want to kill someone something anything! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*breathes* .... I still want to kill someone!