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Just to clear things up.. some of my friends are confuffled about my rescent posts... I'm actually enjoying dating a lot. I have just pretty much gaven up on finding someone that actually wants to keep me. Have those traits and not just not use them.. actually show me they love me without me asking. However I'm far from wanting a relationship. I was rescently approached by some long term friends who i just found out have been wanting to go out with me for forever...etc...etc... It was akward cause I don't want a bf right now. Although some would have prob been a descent match..and well I am in st.kitts right now (how ironic would that be)... But I'm enjoying the dating thing again... being treated out.. (some..sex) so my drive is taken care off... something that has actually gott'n much worse.. and they can keep up with it! And still can go out and have fun, chill..etc... Its nice and I think its finally something I have grown-up-out of .. the thought that you can only have sex with your "boyfriend"... not sleep with a different person everynight kinda hoe thing.. hell no... but a couple people u chill with all the time.. that's kewl. I mean isn't that the entire basis of "sex in the city"..although i don't like that show... Woman being comfortable with their bodies..can be open with it like men are.. not in the horribly perverted way.. but just adult about it. Its nice. Something I understand now...and if I find "mr.right" in the process then I do. I'm not going to worry about it anymore. If I'm in huge need for cuddles I have lots of friends that i can just sit with watch a movie or something and cuddle. Its wicked! nothing sexual... its nice.
Well I think that's about it...
Well I think that's about it...