I can't take my eyes off of you
Sorry about the lack of update. Sheeeet, I haven't even updated about my trip to Atlanta. Sorry about that. I'll do it soon, plus some photos to make up for lost time.
This weekend kind of blew because I didn't do much. I worked Friday, Saturday, & Sunday but it was okay. Saturday I was greeted by many vistiors - Mother & Sister, Sean & Kathy, and Katie. After I got off a few us went to see Closer. I enjoyed it a lot. The whole affair business in it really got to me. I felt like..I was in their position.
There's a song they play at the beginning & the end, Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter. Insanely good. It's so beautiful and it mellows me out. It almost makes me want to cry..
I've been really frustrated with myself lately because my habit of procrastination is at an all time high. I did really well about trying to fix it yesterday because the night before I broke down and couldn't take it anymore. This happens almost every month but this time, I felt so much worse. I really wish I could find something to help me. I thought maybe a PDA would help but now I'm having second thoughts and I don't know. If you have anything that helps you keep yourself in line and not procrastinate - LET ME KNOW.
Date My Mom is the most obviously scripted show, ever.
I asked his_way & he got it for me with his discount. Head Automatica. Amazing CD, I'm in love, especially the song 'The Razor'.
About a week & a half ago I told myself I wanted to learn how to play the Blues Harmonica and what do ya know? My dad received a FREE Harmonica in the mail yesterday. I don't know what's going on but someone up there, likes me a whole lot. I don't know if I'm going to have the patience though :/ I'm the kind of person who wants to know exactly how to do something right away.
& to end with some info on my future: While I was in Atlanta I was thinking about why my career isn't leaning toward anything in Journalism or anything I do in Cambia. Then, bam, it hit me. I could clearly see myself working as a Graphic Designer for a top Magazine corporation. It's such an exciting NEW thought and opportunity - but then my thoughts go back to Architecture & Interior Design. I'm torn between the two. Although, I'm so content that I finally found another career I'm interested because in the end, it helps to have options. I have time to decide so I won't worry about it right now but atleast I know I'm going in the right direction - Design.
Oh, today, as I was walking to my locker, I ran into a quickly forming crowd of people watching these two guys go at it. They were both down on the ground fist fighting as hard as they could. I stood there shocked. I've seen plenty of fights before but this one really got to me. Most fights at school are just push & shove kind of things but this was real. I wanted to do something SO bad, I wanted to yell for them to stop. They finally got away from each other but one wanted to keep going. There was no authority around for those short minutes but it seemed like forever. Afterwards my heart was racing and I felt so horrible that I didn't do anything..unless I wanted to get hurt myself - I guess there wasn't much I could have done.
This weekend kind of blew because I didn't do much. I worked Friday, Saturday, & Sunday but it was okay. Saturday I was greeted by many vistiors - Mother & Sister, Sean & Kathy, and Katie. After I got off a few us went to see Closer. I enjoyed it a lot. The whole affair business in it really got to me. I felt like..I was in their position.
There's a song they play at the beginning & the end, Damien Rice - The Blower's Daughter. Insanely good. It's so beautiful and it mellows me out. It almost makes me want to cry..
I've been really frustrated with myself lately because my habit of procrastination is at an all time high. I did really well about trying to fix it yesterday because the night before I broke down and couldn't take it anymore. This happens almost every month but this time, I felt so much worse. I really wish I could find something to help me. I thought maybe a PDA would help but now I'm having second thoughts and I don't know. If you have anything that helps you keep yourself in line and not procrastinate - LET ME KNOW.
Date My Mom is the most obviously scripted show, ever.
I asked his_way & he got it for me with his discount. Head Automatica. Amazing CD, I'm in love, especially the song 'The Razor'.
About a week & a half ago I told myself I wanted to learn how to play the Blues Harmonica and what do ya know? My dad received a FREE Harmonica in the mail yesterday. I don't know what's going on but someone up there, likes me a whole lot. I don't know if I'm going to have the patience though :/ I'm the kind of person who wants to know exactly how to do something right away.
& to end with some info on my future: While I was in Atlanta I was thinking about why my career isn't leaning toward anything in Journalism or anything I do in Cambia. Then, bam, it hit me. I could clearly see myself working as a Graphic Designer for a top Magazine corporation. It's such an exciting NEW thought and opportunity - but then my thoughts go back to Architecture & Interior Design. I'm torn between the two. Although, I'm so content that I finally found another career I'm interested because in the end, it helps to have options. I have time to decide so I won't worry about it right now but atleast I know I'm going in the right direction - Design.
Oh, today, as I was walking to my locker, I ran into a quickly forming crowd of people watching these two guys go at it. They were both down on the ground fist fighting as hard as they could. I stood there shocked. I've seen plenty of fights before but this one really got to me. Most fights at school are just push & shove kind of things but this was real. I wanted to do something SO bad, I wanted to yell for them to stop. They finally got away from each other but one wanted to keep going. There was no authority around for those short minutes but it seemed like forever. Afterwards my heart was racing and I felt so horrible that I didn't do anything..unless I wanted to get hurt myself - I guess there wasn't much I could have done.