Music only enhances thought my dear
le sigh Monday begins a whole new chapter in my life and Sunday ends the current one I've been flipping page by page through. It's so amazing yet saddening that everything will be changing. I've gone through many changes - changing schools, changing friends, changing clothes - but everytime they become harder, so the changes I've dealt with in the past seem like nothing compared to what's ahead. I don't like how years fly by. I don't like how people come in out of our lives. Be smart and take something, anything, from every person you become acquaintances or more with. I'm stuck on what to type now - why? Because everything I begin typing from here just makes me think and there's no right or wrong answer for what I'm thinking so I can't be certain what to expect. Thinking is just one big circle that never ends. It's by far one of the most confusing and indecisive words.
I'd also like to take this time and say I'm sick of...what's the word...ridicule. I hate doing it and I hate listening to it. ESPECIALLY when we/they/I know nothing of that person. I had a lot more to say on that subject but I erased it because it all has so many exceptions.
I hate thinking/writing about things that have exceptions because then I can't think clearly and I become flustered. Oh wait...I believe I've said before and highly agree that...there are exceptions to everything. Well shit, I guess I can't think clearly about anything then.
It's amazing how fast music can change your mood and thoughts. In the change of a chord, you could go from what you need at the store, to deeply thinking of the love you have for the people in your life. Sometimes it gets to the point where I start thinking about touchy subjects in my life and everything around me seems surreal and I can watch every second spin away. Life works in funny ways when you're silent and listening.
I wrote that last paragraph in the car on my way to St.Joe to visit my Grandma today. I also wrote a miscallenous worded poem but I don't like it so I won't be posting it. Oh and as if matters, I wrote it all on a receipt because it was all I had.
I've officially listened to Coheed & Cambria - Second Stage Turbine Blade 3 times, all the way through, today. I find that when I listen to a CD mulitple times in a day that I get into these deep thinking moods - as if you couldn't already tell.
Yesterday Sam and I went and saw Little Black Book. A definite chick flick just to warn you men/boys/guys/children. It was good in any case. Brittany Murphy is on my cute list for the moment, haha. I read that she is going to launch a music career which sounds funny but she sang for a minute in the movie and I was absolutely wow-ed. I couldn't figure out if it was computerized or if it was her but either way it was beautiful. She has this jazzy sound to her and that's the kind of music she is hoping to release. I dig it, so go her.
I'm going to post pictures to make up for this entry because it was more for me than anyone else :)
I'd also like to take this time and say I'm sick of...what's the word...ridicule. I hate doing it and I hate listening to it. ESPECIALLY when we/they/I know nothing of that person. I had a lot more to say on that subject but I erased it because it all has so many exceptions.
I hate thinking/writing about things that have exceptions because then I can't think clearly and I become flustered. Oh wait...I believe I've said before and highly agree that...there are exceptions to everything. Well shit, I guess I can't think clearly about anything then.
It's amazing how fast music can change your mood and thoughts. In the change of a chord, you could go from what you need at the store, to deeply thinking of the love you have for the people in your life. Sometimes it gets to the point where I start thinking about touchy subjects in my life and everything around me seems surreal and I can watch every second spin away. Life works in funny ways when you're silent and listening.
I wrote that last paragraph in the car on my way to St.Joe to visit my Grandma today. I also wrote a miscallenous worded poem but I don't like it so I won't be posting it. Oh and as if matters, I wrote it all on a receipt because it was all I had.
I've officially listened to Coheed & Cambria - Second Stage Turbine Blade 3 times, all the way through, today. I find that when I listen to a CD mulitple times in a day that I get into these deep thinking moods - as if you couldn't already tell.
Yesterday Sam and I went and saw Little Black Book. A definite chick flick just to warn you men/boys/guys/children. It was good in any case. Brittany Murphy is on my cute list for the moment, haha. I read that she is going to launch a music career which sounds funny but she sang for a minute in the movie and I was absolutely wow-ed. I couldn't figure out if it was computerized or if it was her but either way it was beautiful. She has this jazzy sound to her and that's the kind of music she is hoping to release. I dig it, so go her.
I'm going to post pictures to make up for this entry because it was more for me than anyone else :)