Fuck

Aug 25, 2009 19:35

  I am a stupid piece of shit. Why do people bother to put up with my stupidity. I fucking hate myself. Everytime I open my goddamn mouth I feel i'm getting stupider by the second. I don't even know who to trust anymore. Everytime I go and trust a new person they turn out to be bad in some way. Why do I even bother.

I am never right. And yet I fight like I know what i'm talking about. Who am I kidding.

Justin why do you love me. All I ever do is put you down and steal your money. I am nothing but a stupid golddigger who acts like i'm better than you. I need to give your head a shake. Brooke is right. I only love you for your money and i'm a spoiled brat. Happy Brooke?

Everyone keeps telling me to do things they're way. Perhaps I should start listening to them.  Cause I don't know what the hell i'm talking about.

I am so fucking stupid. And I fucking hate myself. Perhaps everything that has happened to me, I deserve it. Perhaps I am a whore who steps over the line to make other girlfriends upset. Nikki you are right. Happy now? Maybe I should actually go through with it and start sucking everyone's cocks. Perhaps that will make me feel better.

I'll work at Wal-Mart for the rest of my life. Just to piss off the people around me.

I hate myself. They're is no reason for people to love me. I hope the world is happy now. I sound so emo right now
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