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things i miss:
-OOTI. so much.
-set painting both years. because it was amazing. and i got some kickass pants out of it
-doing my demented asaka dance in mama will provide and getting it on camera
-when ti moune threw the knife at the wrong weigert
-laughing at tone deaf kids in ooti
-penis delights/all nighters/cheating at cards/randomly going to boston the next day/face masks for extended periods of time/that night and day period
-canada
-my dad living in massachusetts
-middle school period
-cutler
-bye bye birdie
-ms. mccann's explanation as to why me and char got asaka
-bye bye life
-e block english
-mr debay
-being able to actually miss school at OHMS without dying
-sleep
-having the most amazing friends in the world without any issues with them(well not huge ones at least)
-having the time to write pages and pages of inside jokes
-this past summer
-staying out until like 11 in newton center
-not freezing weather
-learning how to faint with mr bair
-being a complete dork throughout middle school
-being one cutler's favorites
-6th grade chorus mentoring
-snuncking
-ingramatically correct moments
-team time
-sneaking out of team time to go see cutler
-not having to do anything in industrial tech.
-being able to use the excuse "i have my period" to get out of gym all last year
-softball. like wayyyyy too much. even those stupid runs.
-treble singers
-church chorus
-maryland and the amazingness of it
-making plans with maddie when we barely knew each other when i was here on vacation in the 6th grade and having her not be able to because she got a fever
i just miss all of it. everything. and everything is so different now. the people have changed. the place has changed. feelings have changed. everything's so different. people are ditching each other and hanging on to the people that they think are their best friends for life and not wanting to be friends with anyone else. people not being happy ever and remembering the amazing times, but never being able to relive them. people so absorbed in clubs and schoolwork that you can barely see them anymore. just remembering these things makes me so happy, because i can still picture myself smiling every time with each of them. but then i feel like crying because i know they won't happen again. for the most part. just knowing that i've already lost the people who i love so much. with the feeling that they're just going to become a part of my memory. nothing else.
-OOTI. so much.
-set painting both years. because it was amazing. and i got some kickass pants out of it
-doing my demented asaka dance in mama will provide and getting it on camera
-when ti moune threw the knife at the wrong weigert
-laughing at tone deaf kids in ooti
-penis delights/all nighters/cheating at cards/randomly going to boston the next day/face masks for extended periods of time/that night and day period
-canada
-my dad living in massachusetts
-middle school period
-cutler
-bye bye birdie
-ms. mccann's explanation as to why me and char got asaka
-bye bye life
-e block english
-mr debay
-being able to actually miss school at OHMS without dying
-sleep
-having the most amazing friends in the world without any issues with them(well not huge ones at least)
-having the time to write pages and pages of inside jokes
-this past summer
-staying out until like 11 in newton center
-not freezing weather
-learning how to faint with mr bair
-being a complete dork throughout middle school
-being one cutler's favorites
-6th grade chorus mentoring
-snuncking
-ingramatically correct moments
-team time
-sneaking out of team time to go see cutler
-not having to do anything in industrial tech.
-being able to use the excuse "i have my period" to get out of gym all last year
-softball. like wayyyyy too much. even those stupid runs.
-treble singers
-church chorus
-maryland and the amazingness of it
-making plans with maddie when we barely knew each other when i was here on vacation in the 6th grade and having her not be able to because she got a fever
i just miss all of it. everything. and everything is so different now. the people have changed. the place has changed. feelings have changed. everything's so different. people are ditching each other and hanging on to the people that they think are their best friends for life and not wanting to be friends with anyone else. people not being happy ever and remembering the amazing times, but never being able to relive them. people so absorbed in clubs and schoolwork that you can barely see them anymore. just remembering these things makes me so happy, because i can still picture myself smiling every time with each of them. but then i feel like crying because i know they won't happen again. for the most part. just knowing that i've already lost the people who i love so much. with the feeling that they're just going to become a part of my memory. nothing else.