LIKE ONE MORE MONTH!!!!!!!
One month from thursday I will be flying back to the states...i'm really excited but also really sad. Where has the year gone by? It seems as if just yesterday I was standing in my hotel room in DC...wondering why the heck i was even going to germany. Now I have one more month left here and the year has flown by! What will it be like when i get back? Will anyone understand me? The decisions I've made here...will i be looked down upon for them? Not that they were bad...Will anyone want to hear what i've experianced? probably not...Will my friends still be my friends? What i notice how many "clicks" there are and what if i don't fit into any of them? So many questions that i fear the answers to. My biggest question though is...WHAT THE HECK WILL MY LIFE BE LIKE??? I guess i'll just have to wait and see. Take things as they come and take chances! You know what? Even if people do look down upon for what i've learned here and what i've done here...i don't care! I've had the experiance of a lifetime!!!! I've learned so much and i feel like a different person. Man...this entry probably makes no sense...whatever...