Re Centering
After Grandma's passing...
I was and still is lost.
All I ever wanted was to make her happy and shower her with the love and affection she's been giving me my whole life.
Grandpa said I did enough, and Grandma got back what she had invested in me as I grew up.
It was comforting hearing that, even though it still hurts. A pain that knows no bounds in my chest.
Once a month when my logic and emotions overlap like an eclipse ... and i get this kind of clarity.
That old lady was and still is my everything.