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It's been a while since i took the time out to write, collect my thoughts, my thinking, and to just .. "clear my head".... to emptying my cup.
I miss Janey, I miss Grandma, I miss my dogs, i miss the bunnies.
I miss having someone who cares about me and wants to be a shoulder for me to lean on.
Just someone who gave a damn about me, for me. No other shit involved.
Pure love and affection, untainted with motives and objectification.
Simplier times. . . . . .
When i didnt question if it's real.
Holes in my heart right now... you were indispensable to me and forever will be.
The fact that when and if i have kids or get married, they'll never get to meet some of the most important parts of me...
It breaks my heart every time i think of things.
The life and future we could of shared...
Until we meet again... my ❤️