Talking is Exhausting
Things I don't comprehend.
All I asked was for him to do what I asked first so I can finish my train of thoughts and somehow it becomes I don't ever listen to what he has to say. Yet, I'm constantly trying to get him to have more input... especially during this whole trip; like where He wants to go, or wants to do, so this trip isn't all about what I want.
Whenever I try to talk to him, or whatever it is...
He always seems to have a negative response, and a negative view of me somehow, some way.
I can't help but wonder why he's with me if he's so not fond of the person I am and constantly have negative views about me and how I am.
I am exactly who and how I say I am.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
If that's a problem then so be it.
I'm not here to bend over backwards to make anyone happy in this life. And I sure as hell never fit the mold anywhere, probably never will (which I've made peace with).
We were out all day and haven't slept, I'm exhausted, in pain, just started my period, beyond "discomfort" can describe anymore.
This is exhausting.
For a guy that doesn't talk most of the time.
Talking is exhausting.
No communication, at least not to be established with ease.
All I asked was for him to do what I asked first so I can finish my train of thoughts and somehow it becomes I don't ever listen to what he has to say. Yet, I'm constantly trying to get him to have more input... especially during this whole trip; like where He wants to go, or wants to do, so this trip isn't all about what I want.
Whenever I try to talk to him, or whatever it is...
He always seems to have a negative response, and a negative view of me somehow, some way.
I can't help but wonder why he's with me if he's so not fond of the person I am and constantly have negative views about me and how I am.
I am exactly who and how I say I am.
Nothing more. Nothing less.
If that's a problem then so be it.
I'm not here to bend over backwards to make anyone happy in this life. And I sure as hell never fit the mold anywhere, probably never will (which I've made peace with).
We were out all day and haven't slept, I'm exhausted, in pain, just started my period, beyond "discomfort" can describe anymore.
This is exhausting.
For a guy that doesn't talk most of the time.
Talking is exhausting.
No communication, at least not to be established with ease.