May 29, 2018 02:05
There's a lot of areas where we're on the same page...... where he seems super happy about, because apparently that's a rare phenomenon.
Jing spent the day referring to him as my boyfriend and thereafter...... of idea of having a boyfriend don't even sound appealing to me right now, like it's such nuisance
Dealing with people and all their nonsense...... just makes me want to be a loner.... besides having it make me very antisocial, and feeling like they disgust me....just eerruugghh
Having someone that don't really know me, tell me they love me, only makes me question what in the world did they fall in love with? It just feels like their idealized version of me ... and not me. It makes me not sure how to respond and reciprocate and if I should lol
According to Erick, it's normal for a guy to fall quickly for me..... he wasn't in love but he liked me a lot.