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boxblink41: do u still have ur little crush on ryan?
valrybrooke: and there was this other guy over the summer and the same thing
valrybrooke: I am not so sure about him anymore.
valrybrooke: cause like, I liked him and then it wasn't going anywhere and I don't want to waste my time ona guy.
boxblink41: yeah i know what u mean....except yeah
valrybrooke: I sucked cause we were both shy and so we didn't really have the guts to make a move
boxblink41: with girls not guys
valrybrooke: lol
boxblink41: im not gay i swear
valrybrooke: ?
valrybrooke: j/k
boxblink41: u scared me for a sec
valrybrooke: I would have like made a move if I knew he liked me, but I was hearing all thiss different stuff that he did, and that he didn't so I just gave up
valrybrooke: its not worth my time, plus he doesn't want a relationship I guess.
boxblink41: o yeah that sux. im sorry
valrybrooke: yeah, its okay
boxblink41: it sucks when things actually get somewhere and then u find that out though.
valrybrooke: I am not worried about it or sad or anything
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: thats good :-)
valrybrooke: yep
valrybrooke: do you like anyone?
boxblink41: no...
valrybrooke: yeah, thats probably a good idea
boxblink41: im kinda waiting for something that actually means something
valrybrooke: yeah me too
boxblink41: yeah. im sick of little flings.
boxblink41: they are pointless
valrybrooke: yeah, I know
valrybrooke: I don't know though, cause its hard to tell what is going to be a fling or not.
valrybrooke: in the beginning
boxblink41: yeah true. i know what u mean
boxblink41: i guess u just have to find someone u can trust
valrybrooke: you just kinda have to decide whether you think it will be worth it or not
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: sorry if u dont like being asked this
boxblink41: but thats with u have never been kissed?
valrybrooke: lol
boxblink41: u dont have to tell me
valrybrooke: I don't know. I never really had the oppertunity
boxblink41: its up to u
valrybrooke: cause like...
valrybrooke: okay...
boxblink41: k
boxblink41: that surprises me
valrybrooke: I had a boyfriend in 9th grade and he like was cool but I didn't really know him that well when we started to go out and so I was like uncomfortable at first when he would try to make a move and I broke up with him cause he wasn't like respecting that I was scared to do anything, and then he was like a HUGE asshole to me and It kinda took me a while to start flirting with guys again and stuff cause I didn't want to end up with someone like him again
valrybrooke: and it has taken me until this year to just like get over it I guess,
valrybrooke: but it wasn't really a big deal, I just am scared to make the move.
boxblink41: i totally understand where your coming from
valrybrooke: its not like I am prude and noo kissing cause its bad.
valrybrooke: I just haven't had the chance
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: yeah. im sorry that all happened .. some guys are dumb
valrybrooke: yeah. its cool. he just made himself look bad
valrybrooke: thats one reason why I don't want to waste my time on a guy.
valrybrooke: like I want someone who is gonna not be like him
boxblink41: yeah
boxblink41: it seems like he made a big mistake
valrybrooke: eh.
valrybrooke: like with me, I will like a guy, but not do anything about it cause I don
valrybrooke: ...
valrybrooke: 't want do feel stupid if they don't like me...
valrybrooke: so I wait till I know for sure before I start flirting and stuff.
valrybrooke: thats one reason ryan and I never got anywhere
boxblink41: yeah. thats y i think its good to be friends for awhile before anything happens
valrybrooke: yeah.
boxblink41: it usually wont last long if people arent friends before
valrybrooke: yeah
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: god, okay we like just met eachother and now we are having like a really indepth convo
valrybrooke: its cool
boxblink41: i know. its weird i can totally realate with you though
valrybrooke: yeah I know
valrybrooke: what time is your lunch?
boxblink41: its starts a like 1230
valrybrooke: okay, if you decide to go to school tomorrow, then maybe you can hang out after/ during your lunch. just like call andrew a couple of times or something cause I think we will all be in contact throughout the day.
boxblink41: alright sounds good. or i could just call you
valrybrooke: yeah, that works too
valrybrooke: 503 522 8143
boxblink41: sweet.
valrybrooke: tight
boxblink41: what do u think ur gunna be up to?
boxblink41: tomarrow
valrybrooke: umm, I will probably call theresa arounf 11:30 or so and we will probably hang out untill andrew is ready to.
valrybrooke: so yeah,
boxblink41: cool*
valrybrooke: he is like my brother
boxblink41: yeah he is ur brother
valrybrooke: lol I know
****this next part is talking about someone who I wish to keep anonymous*****
might be weird
valrybrooke: she doesn't understand that though. she was like, your ditching me for val, and then she got mad because we were hanging out with out her the other day.
valrybrooke: like she doesn't try to hang out with me and theresa like she does him
valrybrooke: yeah
valrybrooke: she is so concerned with what he is doing
boxblink41: well it sounds like u guys are in a bunch of drama
valrybrooke: and she is like really into pot now I guess and wanted to smoke with him last night.
valrybrooke: I try to avoid it.
boxblink41: yeah!!!!
boxblink41: she is so addicted or something
valrybrooke: I know.
boxblink41: i think she thinks that he likes it so she does it
valrybrooke: but she always says to me "val, it doesn't do anything to you, I could stop anytime if I wanted to and never do it again"
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: I think she started for ryan
valrybrooke: which is dumb and sad at the same time
boxblink41: wow yeah
boxblink41: do u smoke?
valrybrooke: no.
boxblink41: cool
valrybrooke: yep.
valrybrooke: Idon't have a problem with it though, I just don't feel the need to
boxblink41: yeah
valrybrooke: I was there when she got high like the 1st or second time and I was laughing at them cause they were like coughing and stuff.
boxblink41: haha yeah. its funny
valrybrooke: everyone thinks that I am such a good little girl and stuff, and don't talk about bad stuff in front of val, but its irritating cause they think I am gonna judge them but truthfully I don't give a shit what they do
valrybrooke: I will go to partys and stuff and have fun with them all the same, but not get high and stuff
boxblink41: yeah. my friends used to be the same way
boxblink41: u dont drink either?
valrybrooke: i don't know, I haven't ever, but thats not saying I won't
boxblink41: i need to hang around u more
boxblink41: im sick of party animal people
valrybrooke: I am more scared of the consequences of drinking like if my parents findout. but if it weren't for that I probably would
valrybrooke: yeah
valrybrooke: she is turning into that.
boxblink41: gosh. stay there for her
valrybrooke: what do you mean?
boxblink41: even if u get mad at her, always be a friend even when shes being dumb. and be someone she can stay sober with.
valrybrooke: yeah, aww that was sweet
boxblink41: idk what im saying but ive seen too many peoples lives ruined over this stuff
valrybrooke: I know, I will always be ther for her, cause she is like one of my best friends.
valrybrooke: yeah I know
boxblink41: yeah
valrybrooke: you and andrew are like the coolest guys.
valrybrooke: people at my school are shallow. and retarded
boxblink41: haha naw im a loser
valrybrooke: no no no
valrybrooke: not even close
boxblink41: well then u need to come to wilsonville
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: that is definately becoming an option
boxblink41: good
boxblink41: i think ur the first girl ive ever actually been able to be real with
valrybrooke: aww, that is good
valrybrooke: its you and andrew for me
boxblink41: that nice to know
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: hey guess what?
valrybrooke: what?
boxblink41: its holloween!!!!!
valrybrooke: I knew you were gonna say that.
valrybrooke: BOO!
valrybrooke: ahahaha
boxblink41: ha
valrybrooke: I scared youuuu!
boxblink41: o yeah i know
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: :-)
*****awww. this just made me so happy. we have a conection, and like it.******
valrybrooke: and there was this other guy over the summer and the same thing
valrybrooke: I am not so sure about him anymore.
valrybrooke: cause like, I liked him and then it wasn't going anywhere and I don't want to waste my time ona guy.
boxblink41: yeah i know what u mean....except yeah
valrybrooke: I sucked cause we were both shy and so we didn't really have the guts to make a move
boxblink41: with girls not guys
valrybrooke: lol
boxblink41: im not gay i swear
valrybrooke: ?
valrybrooke: j/k
boxblink41: u scared me for a sec
valrybrooke: I would have like made a move if I knew he liked me, but I was hearing all thiss different stuff that he did, and that he didn't so I just gave up
valrybrooke: its not worth my time, plus he doesn't want a relationship I guess.
boxblink41: o yeah that sux. im sorry
valrybrooke: yeah, its okay
boxblink41: it sucks when things actually get somewhere and then u find that out though.
valrybrooke: I am not worried about it or sad or anything
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: thats good :-)
valrybrooke: yep
valrybrooke: do you like anyone?
boxblink41: no...
valrybrooke: yeah, thats probably a good idea
boxblink41: im kinda waiting for something that actually means something
valrybrooke: yeah me too
boxblink41: yeah. im sick of little flings.
boxblink41: they are pointless
valrybrooke: yeah, I know
valrybrooke: I don't know though, cause its hard to tell what is going to be a fling or not.
valrybrooke: in the beginning
boxblink41: yeah true. i know what u mean
boxblink41: i guess u just have to find someone u can trust
valrybrooke: you just kinda have to decide whether you think it will be worth it or not
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: sorry if u dont like being asked this
boxblink41: but thats with u have never been kissed?
valrybrooke: lol
boxblink41: u dont have to tell me
valrybrooke: I don't know. I never really had the oppertunity
boxblink41: its up to u
valrybrooke: cause like...
valrybrooke: okay...
boxblink41: k
boxblink41: that surprises me
valrybrooke: I had a boyfriend in 9th grade and he like was cool but I didn't really know him that well when we started to go out and so I was like uncomfortable at first when he would try to make a move and I broke up with him cause he wasn't like respecting that I was scared to do anything, and then he was like a HUGE asshole to me and It kinda took me a while to start flirting with guys again and stuff cause I didn't want to end up with someone like him again
valrybrooke: and it has taken me until this year to just like get over it I guess,
valrybrooke: but it wasn't really a big deal, I just am scared to make the move.
boxblink41: i totally understand where your coming from
valrybrooke: its not like I am prude and noo kissing cause its bad.
valrybrooke: I just haven't had the chance
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: yeah. im sorry that all happened .. some guys are dumb
valrybrooke: yeah. its cool. he just made himself look bad
valrybrooke: thats one reason why I don't want to waste my time on a guy.
valrybrooke: like I want someone who is gonna not be like him
boxblink41: yeah
boxblink41: it seems like he made a big mistake
valrybrooke: eh.
valrybrooke: like with me, I will like a guy, but not do anything about it cause I don
valrybrooke: ...
valrybrooke: 't want do feel stupid if they don't like me...
valrybrooke: so I wait till I know for sure before I start flirting and stuff.
valrybrooke: thats one reason ryan and I never got anywhere
boxblink41: yeah. thats y i think its good to be friends for awhile before anything happens
valrybrooke: yeah.
boxblink41: it usually wont last long if people arent friends before
valrybrooke: yeah
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: god, okay we like just met eachother and now we are having like a really indepth convo
valrybrooke: its cool
boxblink41: i know. its weird i can totally realate with you though
valrybrooke: yeah I know
valrybrooke: what time is your lunch?
boxblink41: its starts a like 1230
valrybrooke: okay, if you decide to go to school tomorrow, then maybe you can hang out after/ during your lunch. just like call andrew a couple of times or something cause I think we will all be in contact throughout the day.
boxblink41: alright sounds good. or i could just call you
valrybrooke: yeah, that works too
valrybrooke: 503 522 8143
boxblink41: sweet.
valrybrooke: tight
boxblink41: what do u think ur gunna be up to?
boxblink41: tomarrow
valrybrooke: umm, I will probably call theresa arounf 11:30 or so and we will probably hang out untill andrew is ready to.
valrybrooke: so yeah,
boxblink41: cool*
valrybrooke: he is like my brother
boxblink41: yeah he is ur brother
valrybrooke: lol I know
****this next part is talking about someone who I wish to keep anonymous*****
might be weird
valrybrooke: she doesn't understand that though. she was like, your ditching me for val, and then she got mad because we were hanging out with out her the other day.
valrybrooke: like she doesn't try to hang out with me and theresa like she does him
valrybrooke: yeah
valrybrooke: she is so concerned with what he is doing
boxblink41: well it sounds like u guys are in a bunch of drama
valrybrooke: and she is like really into pot now I guess and wanted to smoke with him last night.
valrybrooke: I try to avoid it.
boxblink41: yeah!!!!
boxblink41: she is so addicted or something
valrybrooke: I know.
boxblink41: i think she thinks that he likes it so she does it
valrybrooke: but she always says to me "val, it doesn't do anything to you, I could stop anytime if I wanted to and never do it again"
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: I think she started for ryan
valrybrooke: which is dumb and sad at the same time
boxblink41: wow yeah
boxblink41: do u smoke?
valrybrooke: no.
boxblink41: cool
valrybrooke: yep.
valrybrooke: Idon't have a problem with it though, I just don't feel the need to
boxblink41: yeah
valrybrooke: I was there when she got high like the 1st or second time and I was laughing at them cause they were like coughing and stuff.
boxblink41: haha yeah. its funny
valrybrooke: everyone thinks that I am such a good little girl and stuff, and don't talk about bad stuff in front of val, but its irritating cause they think I am gonna judge them but truthfully I don't give a shit what they do
valrybrooke: I will go to partys and stuff and have fun with them all the same, but not get high and stuff
boxblink41: yeah. my friends used to be the same way
boxblink41: u dont drink either?
valrybrooke: i don't know, I haven't ever, but thats not saying I won't
boxblink41: i need to hang around u more
boxblink41: im sick of party animal people
valrybrooke: I am more scared of the consequences of drinking like if my parents findout. but if it weren't for that I probably would
valrybrooke: yeah
valrybrooke: she is turning into that.
boxblink41: gosh. stay there for her
valrybrooke: what do you mean?
boxblink41: even if u get mad at her, always be a friend even when shes being dumb. and be someone she can stay sober with.
valrybrooke: yeah, aww that was sweet
boxblink41: idk what im saying but ive seen too many peoples lives ruined over this stuff
valrybrooke: I know, I will always be ther for her, cause she is like one of my best friends.
valrybrooke: yeah I know
boxblink41: yeah
valrybrooke: you and andrew are like the coolest guys.
valrybrooke: people at my school are shallow. and retarded
boxblink41: haha naw im a loser
valrybrooke: no no no
valrybrooke: not even close
boxblink41: well then u need to come to wilsonville
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: that is definately becoming an option
boxblink41: good
boxblink41: i think ur the first girl ive ever actually been able to be real with
valrybrooke: aww, that is good
valrybrooke: its you and andrew for me
boxblink41: that nice to know
valrybrooke: yeah
boxblink41: hey guess what?
valrybrooke: what?
boxblink41: its holloween!!!!!
valrybrooke: I knew you were gonna say that.
valrybrooke: BOO!
valrybrooke: ahahaha
boxblink41: ha
valrybrooke: I scared youuuu!
boxblink41: o yeah i know
valrybrooke: I know
valrybrooke: :-)
*****awww. this just made me so happy. we have a conection, and like it.******