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[valracer]

I have a new cell phone now that works! holds a charge! and actually charges to begin with!! its amazing

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once upon a time...

[wastingsunshine]

i had a friend named val. not so much anymore. we use to spend a lot of fun times together. but now she doesn't much care for me. maybe i know why; maybe i don't. she doesn't seem to notice? seems to mourn the loss of another friendship more than the dissolvement of ours. either way, it makes me sad.

maybe she'll call me w/ her new cellular. but more likely probably not. :(

Re: once upon a time...

[valracer]

wow that was kinda rough and over dramatic. has it really been that long since we talked? sorry you know things have been nuts at work it being december and all. that post doesnt make me really want to call you if you're going to try to lay a guilt trip on me. and mourning the loss of another friendship more.....is she always going to be on your mind? thoughts of her seem to consume you more than me. and i know this will probably start something with you because you can get vicious when messed with, but i felt i need to defend myself a little bit....i would have just apoligized had you not throne that last part in about her. you need to deal with that

Re: once upon a time...

[wastingsunshine]

i wasn't trying to be rough or dramatic, so i'm sorry if you think i was being bitchy. i'm seriously like feeling bad about our like lack of friendship, that's all. i know you're busy... but so am i. i have a job, i take classes, i work in a lab at the hospital...

and even if you say it doesn't make you want to call me, that wouldn't be any different than what's going on now.

and i'm sorry, but you do always mention how sad you feel you two aren't friends anymore, or you wish it was the way it use to be, etc. maybe you don't even notice, or maybe i am oversensitive when i do hear it. but that's how i feel? so i guess i can't help that. just like when i feel like i always am calling you, etc., i don't like to try and do that to someone, especially when i have other friends where it goes both ways and i don't feel like i'm annoying to them...

maybe i'm just not good at moving on. i'm not even being sarcastic when i say i can understand why this wouldn't want to make you call me anyway. i just feel slighted, is all. it's okay...

Re: once upon a time...

[valracer]

its not you i've just been really busy. i havent really been hanging out with anyone right now. i worked 79 hours last week.....just let me get through december....remember when you couldnt hang out until october or whatever cuz that one teacher had you all busy or something? i havent even plucked my eyebrows i've been so busy! so relax and dont be so sensitive about it. and as far as she is concerned....yeh its going to affect me differently.....we grew up together and now ...knowing the lifestyle she has chosen for herself, it does hurt. and i havent talked about her in the reminising (know i spelled that wrong!) way for a long time. i know things arent how they used to be . and if i recall correctly the last time you called me was to tell me that you saw her at her new job...your message didnt even say to caqll you back or anything about me! so simmer down ...if i didnt care i wouldnt have already bought you stuff for your birthday , right?