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well today was going really well. i had found a car then i called and talked to my dad about it, and now i'm not going to get it, cuz no one else wants me to get it. they want me to find something else something better. i just wanted my family to be proud of me for doing something right and it turns out that wasn't it. i talked to my dad about it and he is going to look around and so are sandy, rob, and I and save up some money for me to get one. which i guess is okay but i just want to do something on my own. i want something to go right down here and so far it's not. i'm six hours away from everyone that i love and i just want to go home. but i know that i can't because i need the money. and i know i bitch about this everytime i write in either here or myspace, and i'm sorry i just wish this were different. i dunno how i just wish they were.
okay i'm done for the night. talk to everyone later.