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Uggg.. I hate being put in to this position. I was talking to my dad the other day about me going down to Chicago to work, and now after I get a job at Starbucks and everything, he doesn't think that it's a good idea for me to go down and work, cuz he knows how Rob is gonna act. I know he's gonna act like a dumbass like normal, but I know how to handle him. Plus, I'm not going to see him that much. I'll be working all the time and so will he. It just sucks, because I keep thinking, that if I don't go down there, then Sandy will get mad at me, and if i do go down, then my mom and dad are gonna hate me for going down. I mean I know that if I do go down, then my parents aren't going to disown me. I think they don't want me to go down, cuz they don't want me to leave home. They are going to miss me to much. They don't want the baby of the family to move away from home. I mean I'm sure that I still want to go down, so hopefully my parents realize that I'm most likely going to go. I just hate being put into a position like this, where if I don't do one thing, and I'm going to hurt the persons feelings. Gaaa!! I hate it. I've always been like that. Where I can never do choose one thing, so that the other person would hate me. I've always been the type of person where I feel like I've gotta keep everyone happy. I should really learn that it's not going to be like that all the time.
Now my car is acting up still. I drove it to Bark River the other day, and it stalled out on my twice. My dad drove it all around Bark River, and not once did it stall. I really think that the damn thing hates me. I really wish I could get another one. Hopefully *keeping my fingers crossed* I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so wore out from my car, job hunting, my family, guys.. gaaa!! I can't do it anymore.. I have come to one conclusion. That Life is not fair and that Sucks!! I should probably already realize that, but you guys know how I am. I rode the short bus to school. lol I can't help it. Everyone reading this loves me and they know it!! lol
Oh btw: party at my house not this comin weekend but the weekend after Feb 10th. woowoo.. Hopefully everything will be a go, and you guys, (nate, brittany,katie,ben,kristy,aaron,and whoever else) can come to my house and have a drinking party. =)
I guess other than that nothing is going on. School and working for my father still. Alright I'm gonna get going. =)
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