"I often lamented that we cannot close our ears with as much ease as we can our eyes." R Steele
The neighbours are fighting again. All night they've been up and down the stairs and out in the street right by my bedroom window. I don't know how anyone in the building got any sleep at all tonight.
I really didn't need this, the last few days have been super stressful and I'm exhausted. Yesterday I had a big meeting with one of the nurses for CMHT and a department head, the result of which is that I'm finally being assigned a proper caseworker of my own after being stuck in emergency care for month. Very good news, just another thing for me to worry about. I then had my first DASH group that afternoon, which was overwhelming but I'm feeling positive about it being a good thing in the long term. Today has been even more tough; my boss and the boss of our HR ndepartment came for a home visit to discuss my treatment, if anything has changed and what they can do to help. My fucking anxiety keeps me constantly convinced that I'm about to get fired even though logically, I know that would be highly illegal. I'm not making any decisions yet, my Drs don't want me going anywhere near there just yet and to be honest I'm trying to think of something else I could be doing. I don't think going back there is a good option if I want to keep myself focused on figuring out how to be myself again.
I really didn't need this, the last few days have been super stressful and I'm exhausted. Yesterday I had a big meeting with one of the nurses for CMHT and a department head, the result of which is that I'm finally being assigned a proper caseworker of my own after being stuck in emergency care for month. Very good news, just another thing for me to worry about. I then had my first DASH group that afternoon, which was overwhelming but I'm feeling positive about it being a good thing in the long term. Today has been even more tough; my boss and the boss of our HR ndepartment came for a home visit to discuss my treatment, if anything has changed and what they can do to help. My fucking anxiety keeps me constantly convinced that I'm about to get fired even though logically, I know that would be highly illegal. I'm not making any decisions yet, my Drs don't want me going anywhere near there just yet and to be honest I'm trying to think of something else I could be doing. I don't think going back there is a good option if I want to keep myself focused on figuring out how to be myself again.