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ok, i dont fucking understand what he wants me to fucking do. its been EIGHT GODDAMN MONTHS and he's still fucking pissed. its been almost three months since i agreed to try again and it didnt work and what the fuck am i supposed to do about that!? HE DUMPED ME TO BEGIN WITH! WHY IS IT MY FUCKING FAULT THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND MOVED ON AND HE COULDNT? HE DUMPED ME! HE DID THIS! THIS IS HIS FAULT! WHY AM I BEING BLAMED!? im SORRY! GOD! What did he want me to do, lie about feeling a certain way? i cant do that! god im sorry it didnt work out but STOP BLAMING ME! ITS YOUR FAULT! YOURS! NOT MINE! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING BUT GET FUCKING OVER YOU! STOP BLAMING ME! Fucking cock.
I'm better now.
I'm better now.