Pride might be the wrong word for it, and perhaps vanity is a better word, but confidence is what you want and overconfidence causes you to underestimate, when you underestimate bad things can happen in almost all scenarios to which this application is possible. There is an irony somewhere in there. The web is woven anew. I knew. But I thank you. And I do wish you the same too. There is nothing that requires forgiveness, so I do not accept your apology, because to assume that I deserve it would be to deserve that you should be someone else than who you are for me and despite how it might have seemed I did not presume so much, but that it was your choice. You are thinking of it the wrong way, which is why you don't understand, but you've at least partly seen it. I was not ever angry: I was making a point through silence and by silence sometimes. Lastly, I didn't and I don't have it together and I don't know that I ever did because--I suspect--there is something I must learn or change or discover or invent, but that is for me, and it I will find whether this day or the next or the one thereafter; the point is that I was never the one for you for many reasons and you should know that I did all I knew to do, and for right now I am too unstable to be good for anyone's health in such as that way. Alfred Kin P.S. There is something to realize in saying "...I hope it does not waste your time." P.P.S. You have three tapes that belong to me, and you will get the couple of books I still need return to you soon.
There is an irony somewhere in there.
The web is woven anew.
I knew.
But I thank you.
And I do wish you the same too.
There is nothing that requires forgiveness, so I do not accept your apology, because to assume that I deserve it would be to deserve that you should be someone else than who you are for me and despite how it might have seemed I did not presume so much, but that it was your choice.
You are thinking of it the wrong way, which is why you don't understand, but you've at least partly seen it.
I was not ever angry: I was making a point through silence and by silence sometimes.
Lastly, I didn't and I don't have it together and I don't know that I ever did because--I suspect--there is something I must learn or change or discover or invent, but that is for me, and it I will find whether this day or the next or the one thereafter; the point is that I was never the one for you for many reasons and you should know that I did all I knew to do, and for right now I am too unstable to be good for anyone's health in such as that way.
Alfred Kin
P.S. There is something to realize in saying "...I hope it does not waste your time."
P.P.S. You have three tapes that belong to me, and you will get the couple of books I still need return to you soon.
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