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Another 18"x23". Oilsticks again. I think I'm getting better.
But it turns out that no matter how much it seems that I think I know what's going on. No matter how much I try to stay on an even level, I can't control myself and I end up just making an ass out of myself. This girl has worlds to teach me while others aren't even aware of her potential. I hope I'm not fucking this up.
Top priority - Kill your ego and control your mind. You're still a kid, but that doesn't mean you have to act like one.
On the brighter side of things. This band thing is finally getting underway. All I/we needed was some motivation.