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I feel like absolute shit. The emotional kind of shit not the physical kind.
I really hate my placement now. My assessor has kindly gone on holiday, and has left some things for me to attend. Problem is she hasn't even told the people I'm supposed to be working with, that I should be there in the first place. This morning she gave me the wrong directions to somewhere which isn't even open until 1pm, and she thinks there's a meeting at 10am there. So then I went back to the health centre where I'm based and there was no one to be found in there either. So I've come home. My assessor isn't a great conversationalist, and when she does talk it's about some boring crap. Sometimes I think she's been taking the piss, sending me out on wild goose chases to places she doesn't even know that well. It's actually really getting me down now, and I don't want to be miserable all the time. I got to do more things when I was with the ambulance service. I was definately happier on that work experience.
I don't know whats going on with Jason any more either. I haven't heard off him in a couple of days and I'm meant to be seeing him tomorrow as well. Maybe he's realised what a boring moaning cow I am and is ignoring me. I never know what goes wrong in relationships until it's all over. Pffft.
Crap crap crap :(
I really hate my placement now. My assessor has kindly gone on holiday, and has left some things for me to attend. Problem is she hasn't even told the people I'm supposed to be working with, that I should be there in the first place. This morning she gave me the wrong directions to somewhere which isn't even open until 1pm, and she thinks there's a meeting at 10am there. So then I went back to the health centre where I'm based and there was no one to be found in there either. So I've come home. My assessor isn't a great conversationalist, and when she does talk it's about some boring crap. Sometimes I think she's been taking the piss, sending me out on wild goose chases to places she doesn't even know that well. It's actually really getting me down now, and I don't want to be miserable all the time. I got to do more things when I was with the ambulance service. I was definately happier on that work experience.
I don't know whats going on with Jason any more either. I haven't heard off him in a couple of days and I'm meant to be seeing him tomorrow as well. Maybe he's realised what a boring moaning cow I am and is ignoring me. I never know what goes wrong in relationships until it's all over. Pffft.
Crap crap crap :(