she is depressed again...
She tried to commit sucide again last night. It's been so long since she's done so. But everything was just not going her way. So she decided to take the easy way out and stole a bottle of pills from her friend. So late that night she took them all along with a few shots of her only friend Morgan...Captain Morgan. Put on music. What beatiful music to die to. She just layed there.Expressionless.Emotionless.Later that night her brother woke up and walked by her door. Heard noises coming from her room and went in to see what she was doing. When he opened her door to go in he saw her laying there lifelessly. When he studied her room and noticed the empty pill bottle and rum.His mind raced with thoughts. He ran to her.She didnt respond. Grabed her and shook her.She didnt respond. Screamed her name. She didnt respond. He was too late. She was already dead. He backed away and looked at her. Tears falling from his eyes. Then he noticed the rising and falling of her chest. She was still alive. She was breathing. He picked her up and carried her into the bathroom. The whole time pleading for her to be awake, for her to just wake up. He forced her to throw up. Her eyes fluttered open. Many more tears fell. She crawled back into bed. Thankful for her brother.Thankful he didn't do what she has thought of doing for so long and finally tried. She just layed there. And for the first time in her life she was thoughtless. At that moment, that very second, she was the happiest she has ever been in her entire life.