Feb 10, 2004 08:05
Ben wrote:
I know why i'm sorry. I'm sorry for being jealous of you hanging out with Nate when I really have no reason to. I was just being selfish. and I'm sorry for being a jerk and making you cry...I know you won't ever forgive me for doing that..I don't intend to hurt you ever, but I sometimes say things without realizing that you would be offended by it..I know i've said somethings that you couldn't forgive me for, but I could still try and apologize for them....I don't want to try and keep you from hanging out with your friends, so do as you please and i'm sorry for making you feel tied down even though we aren't dating because I'm selfish....I'm sorry if you regret ever meeting me then I could and let you live your life without me but I love you and it would be hard but if you don't regret anything or much at all and forgive me then we could just be friends or do whatever you want with this friendship I'll let you decide i just love you alot and wouldn't want to lose you as atleast a friend....