memories fuck me up sometimes.
I don't know what compelled me to read all of that old stuff.
But it makes me see some more things that I didn't want to see before.
It also makes me really sad.
But I don't really regret anything...other than the fact that I should have been more honest or more clear about stuff.
In other news, I wish I could peace out this weekend cause I can't "DEAL" with a certain sitch, but it is the last weekend I will be spending in Peterborough, so of course I should stay.
I don't usually cry very often, so this is all pretty crazy. I thought I didn't think of him anymore?
But it makes me see some more things that I didn't want to see before.
It also makes me really sad.
But I don't really regret anything...other than the fact that I should have been more honest or more clear about stuff.
In other news, I wish I could peace out this weekend cause I can't "DEAL" with a certain sitch, but it is the last weekend I will be spending in Peterborough, so of course I should stay.
I don't usually cry very often, so this is all pretty crazy. I thought I didn't think of him anymore?