it's my turn to say something
okay to continue what i was trying to state earlyer....
yes i am having health issues. yes i am stressed from cheerleading but it's not something i can escape. once i'm done with cheerleading I'M DONE! theres no turning back, no oops i didn't wanna do that, thats it for me. it's my senior year. i've made a promis to my team and to my coach i will finish out the season and then i'm done. coach knows if i feel stressed i will sit down. if someone pushes me too far i'm gone. the team knows this(i hope they do)
to my team mates, no matter how much you piss me off, irritate me or stress me out... we're family. we've been through hell trying to make our team look good and get respect in the school and somehow we are succedding (slowley but surely). cheerleading has been a near and dear friend to me and i don't intend on taking the situation of me quitting lightly. i took under consideration countless times of weather or not i was doing competitive season and after many many many MANY times of thinking this over i have decided to not do it. even though it's my final year i won't be able to handle the stress and i've got to concentrate on graduating and getting my ass in gear for the rest of my life.
to my friends, (not directed at any1 in particualr it goes twards all of you) you mean the world to me, i would not value life as much as i do if it wernt for you showing me what it takes to be a true friend and to have a true friend. now you need to accept the fact that i have an addition to my best friends (aaron) and i trust him with my life, he cares about me jsut as much as you guys do and you need to not fight with him or attack is causes for wanting to take care of me. you are all on the same side when it comes to me so please don't fight. try to get along and understand one another. true points may be missunderstood at times but if u have any questions or confused about anything, talk to me, odds are i will understand something that aaron said in a way that u didn't or something you said that aaron didn't understand.
as far as strict facts......
i have not taken my bp since my doc appointment but i have been taking my meds every day since i've been to the doctor's (about 2 weeks ago)
gastridus... acting up a small (very vey small) bit, nothing to be concerned about
chest pains... happening on a random baisis, somedays i'll have a few others not even close to it
okay... i think thats about it
oh my mom
she has 2 kidney stones, one is borderline and ready to pass (i hear it's painful.....) and the other is in her kidney yet, it's 5mm, and if it doesn't pass then she has to have it unltrasound (or sumthing like that) blasted out.... does not sound fun. it is hereditary but if i push water i should avoid having those pobs in my life.
oh yeah and btw i got in a small accident with corey today... hehe
okay... this will also be in my lifejournal, and myspace blog
yes i am having health issues. yes i am stressed from cheerleading but it's not something i can escape. once i'm done with cheerleading I'M DONE! theres no turning back, no oops i didn't wanna do that, thats it for me. it's my senior year. i've made a promis to my team and to my coach i will finish out the season and then i'm done. coach knows if i feel stressed i will sit down. if someone pushes me too far i'm gone. the team knows this(i hope they do)
to my team mates, no matter how much you piss me off, irritate me or stress me out... we're family. we've been through hell trying to make our team look good and get respect in the school and somehow we are succedding (slowley but surely). cheerleading has been a near and dear friend to me and i don't intend on taking the situation of me quitting lightly. i took under consideration countless times of weather or not i was doing competitive season and after many many many MANY times of thinking this over i have decided to not do it. even though it's my final year i won't be able to handle the stress and i've got to concentrate on graduating and getting my ass in gear for the rest of my life.
to my friends, (not directed at any1 in particualr it goes twards all of you) you mean the world to me, i would not value life as much as i do if it wernt for you showing me what it takes to be a true friend and to have a true friend. now you need to accept the fact that i have an addition to my best friends (aaron) and i trust him with my life, he cares about me jsut as much as you guys do and you need to not fight with him or attack is causes for wanting to take care of me. you are all on the same side when it comes to me so please don't fight. try to get along and understand one another. true points may be missunderstood at times but if u have any questions or confused about anything, talk to me, odds are i will understand something that aaron said in a way that u didn't or something you said that aaron didn't understand.
as far as strict facts......
i have not taken my bp since my doc appointment but i have been taking my meds every day since i've been to the doctor's (about 2 weeks ago)
gastridus... acting up a small (very vey small) bit, nothing to be concerned about
chest pains... happening on a random baisis, somedays i'll have a few others not even close to it
okay... i think thats about it
oh my mom
she has 2 kidney stones, one is borderline and ready to pass (i hear it's painful.....) and the other is in her kidney yet, it's 5mm, and if it doesn't pass then she has to have it unltrasound (or sumthing like that) blasted out.... does not sound fun. it is hereditary but if i push water i should avoid having those pobs in my life.
oh yeah and btw i got in a small accident with corey today... hehe
okay... this will also be in my lifejournal, and myspace blog