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I just want to go to bed.. but I can't. I can't breath. I can't breath laying down, sitting up.. anything. I can't even take a full breath, my chest congestion hurts so bad, and it came on so suddenly. One night my back was hurting like I pulled a muscle, and while I'm working, I can feel my throat get scratchier and scratchier, until finally when I leave, I'm wishing I had an inhaler with me.
I know.. I know.. I sound emo.. but I just had to say something somewhere. I mean.. Here I am gagging, coughing until Im purple.. almost in tears because I can't breath and telling my mom I wish I could go to the doctor, but I can't afford it.. What does she say to that? She starts asking me if I'll look up information on Direct Tv because she'd like to use the money on her credit card to get Tv tomorrow.
Tv..
Its not my money.. I have no say over it.. I know.. but still. I just wish i could sleep..
I know.. I know.. I sound emo.. but I just had to say something somewhere. I mean.. Here I am gagging, coughing until Im purple.. almost in tears because I can't breath and telling my mom I wish I could go to the doctor, but I can't afford it.. What does she say to that? She starts asking me if I'll look up information on Direct Tv because she'd like to use the money on her credit card to get Tv tomorrow.
Tv..
Its not my money.. I have no say over it.. I know.. but still. I just wish i could sleep..