What to do
wow so i've been thinking a lot latley about whats going on in my head and a big thing is that im scared shitless of going into the navy. I listen to the war songs that they sing on the radio and almost start to cry. I know that its something that i need to do to get my life going good for the rest of it but... exactly the BUT! What happens if I don't succeed or if something bad happens. I want to have life with kids and a husband. That everyday kind of thought of a backwoods kind of family with a barn full of cows and horses and the house full of animals also. I want to live out my parents so I can cry for them instead of the other way around. I want them to know how much that i love them so they don't have to guess. Well what happens if i go off to war and i don't get to come back and tell them that i love them and i'm happy to be home. I don't want them to regret the fact they accepted me going over. I want to live out my dreams but the only way i'll ever beable to do that and live succeesfully without going into the Navy. I know that im complaining about this a lot but what else should i do? Somebody HELP ME
Becca Lynn
Becca Lynn